[Miki]

Dear Miki,

i know things are tough for you, seeing your family shatter over time
it really hurts, but the key to everything is patience
as you wait it out, there will be many ideas
you will be successful someday, be it whatever profession you want to be
you still have many years, dont waste your life, you will be somebody
life is your own journey, its yours for a reason
dont always listen to others
youre still young, spend your time wisely
keep on dreaming and trying, never give up
dont lie to yourself, you know there'll always be someone looking out for you

- from you and only yourself, miki

[DarkForbidden-Love]

Dear Dark,
Make your mind up, you can't be a child of two worlds no matter how much you wish to be. You can't be the head of the family and you can't take care of that child without a proper head on your shoulders. One that doesn't take off and decide things are 'boring'. You cannot do what you enjoy you have to do what is required and expected. You'll have to stop putting yourself in so much danger so your lover and adopted child won't have to worry themselves sick over whether today will be the day you die. You have to give up acting too, because the girl with elbony hair deserves it more then you. Who are you to fight the world? You are a single rain drop, you make no difference in the end. Besides who, other then Jasmine and the kid, care what happens to you?
Be honest with yourself,
DarkForbidden~Love

[MuseSick]

Dear Dad,
No I do not have messed up priorities. Pardon me if I put school work over getting my drivers license, and working out. I didn't realize being good looking and owning a car was more important than my future.
I guess I don't need money to buy the car.
Sincerely,
MuseSick.

[Spy]

Dear Diary;

I know it's cliche, but I love him. I love him more than anyone else on this planet. I've never felt this way before, when I talk to him I feel so..so very very happy.
I understand I can't be with him..I'm moving hundreds of miles away in a few months. I already missed him more than anything ever since he moved down to Georgia.
I don't want to go. I hate the heat so much, summers make me so depressed..but if it was with him, I wouldn't care. I'd do anything to make him happy, which is exactly why I haven't said anything.
I will continue my facade of anger and deceit. I know he likes her, who wouldn't like her? Shes charming, sweet, and graceful..Not to mention pretty. Shes very talented, too. I could never compare..I'm rash and loud..childish and a crybaby..I'm really clumsy too..Even he knows this, he teases me about it all the time.
"Fall down again, Meatball head?"
Ha, I can't believe how long I've been hiding this..Coming up on two years now, eh? I guess It'll continue for another 2..Because I can't even fly to him until then.
You'll always be in my dreams. You're what I think about before I sleep. When I look at the moon, I think of you and me..Happy..

I love you,
---

[Asami]

Dear diary,

Domt take what they say about you seriously. No matter what they say you are perfect.. yes you have your flaws but doesnt everybody? I know having all your faults thrown in your face hurts and you want to cut or make yourself throw up but asami you are stronger than that ...at least i hope so. I know i have many scars and new ones have joined in but you cant keep using that knife as an escape.

I know im fat and chubby but having my father yell at me and tell me how worthless and useless and fat i am doesnt help... after he told me those things i ran to the toilet and purged myself of that unwanted food.

I always wonder why people think im beautiful and are jealous of me when they have nothing to be jealous of. I am not the person they think i am.. its hard to put this mask on and pretend everything is great and my life is so so perfect when its not. I know depression has gotten ahold of me yet again and this time i know im not strong enough to fight it... i really need some help but not therapy like last time that turned out to be a disaster ... something else but i dont know what...

You really need to learn to love yourself and think better of yourself because all i end up doing is hurting the people who mean most to me..

And STOP pushing people away... if you keep doing that someday youll have noone.... is that what you really want?

Love asami

[Funkduder]

Journal Open:

Perhaps this is a sort of reflection on the small and meaningless accumulation of what I have accomplished so far...
17 and a half years, almost, and I still don't have a drivers license...[bleep]in neck. If only I could turn to look more naturally. But then again, maybe that makes me a fake, having to try to look natural. I don't care anymore. The inquiries are over. Defeat is that much more bitter when the sweetness of victory has freshly run dry. I was so happy, it was almost like drugs two weeks ago. Why did it suddenly come to this?...Ironic...ironic that I enter these halls to calm those with these thoughts...And now here I am thinking them.
But you need not worry. I'm too smart to kill myself. It's just a passing thought.Things always get better, just look at history.

But my worries stem from lack off purpose, now. Do I fade into the background again? Do I disappear into that oblivion? It's not destruction, it's worse, which maybe why it seems so compelling to let it close.
But rationale tells me that ending on the low note is no way to good, and it always leaps up again as long as you don't act stupid.

So what's next? What's left of the empty toybox? Nothing?...maybe a place to let my head rest a little while...until i think of something funner to do...

Journal Close...

[Red Calypso]

Dear friend,

I got news from you today that has broken my heart and will sadly forever cloud how I look at you. Your financial situation is transitory and will improve, but the action you have taken is eternal and irrevocable. You say you feel guilty now. I'm afraid that guilt is something you'll have to live with for the rest of your life. I'm not sure now I can even talk to you reasonably at the moment...and that hurts.

[Broken Muse]

Dear Diary,
You cannnot change the past but you can hope for a better future. Time and life are both fickle, and haven't you always been saying luck is fake? Life without Dark by my side will be hard, not impossible. She wouldn't have wanted you to wallow away in self pity because what could have been. She knew what was going to happen and she believed enough in you to allow it. You should be happy, isn't death was her dreams where full of? The chance to finally escape this life to someplace where she did not need her mask to understand people. It hurts, as all illnesses and death do, but you will recover and maybe even Dark will too. She won't be defeated until her heart stops. Believe and maybe, maybe she'll pull through this like she does everything else.
Sincerly,
The Broken Muse

[Kasolyna]

Dear Head,
Why do you keep remembering things day after day that aren't important? When I walk by him I don't even notice anymore so why is it that with the slightest reminder you go to what went wrong? He does not deserve any more thought and yet weekly, at the least, he enters my head. I don't feel for him, but I still remember and it's obnoxious when I have better things to think about. This needs to stop.

Sincerely,
Me

[Serra Britt]

I think I may be in love. Which is fine of course, though I am rather attached emotionally to someone I can't be with physically. The new person I can...but is a physical relationship any better or more important than an emotional one? I certainly care emotionally for the new person, and want to stay with them. I may have to think about myself first on this one.

[Ginger]

Originally Posted by DarkForbidden-Love

Dear Dark,
Make your mind up, you can't be a child of two worlds no matter how much you wish to be. You can't be the head of the family and you can't take care of that child without a proper head on your shoulders. One that doesn't take off and decide things are 'boring'. You cannot do what you enjoy you have to do what is required and expected. You'll have to stop putting yourself in so much danger so your lover and adopted child won't have to worry themselves sick over whether today will be the day you die. You have to give up acting too, because the girl with elbony hair deserves it more then you. Who are you to fight the world? You are a single rain drop, you make no difference in the end. Besides who, other then Jasmine and the kid, care what happens to you?
Be honest with yourself,
DarkForbidden~Love

Dear Dark,

You were the person everyone dreams about having in their life. You remained strong through your last few months. I had no idea you were so ill. I wish you could still be here with us, and I'm sure your family must be completely devastated. Yeah, you might be gone.. but the memory of you will stay here with us. I wish so much that we could have talked more. I saw you frequently here during a certain period of time. In that short span you really have made an impact, and we really do care. You, a single raindrop, turned into a rainstorm.. one of the most beautiful forces of nature, because in the end it forms and shapes the earth to make way for new life. You were a beautiful person to everyone who knew you. Even though I didn't know you very well, I know you well enough through your writing to know you were and still are a very important person to those who were close to you.

Sincerely,

Miranda; Another raindrop who has yet to fall to earth.

[Fey]

Dear....

I let it slide when little things started going missing. I let it slide when my stuff mysteriously broke. I let it slide when you lost your temper and ransacked the living room and kitchen. I let it slide when you 'accidentally' trashed my stuff in the garage. I don't know if I can be a big enough person to let it slide this time. I'm giving you a chance to fix it...and only one. Make this thing right or I will be done with you on every level there is.

Earnestly,
Me

[Rinni]

Dear Me;

Damn it all, stop it right now. You know better than to start crushing on your guy friends. It never ends well. You know it won't go anywhere, and you know it'd be best to just let it be. So why, why do you insist on harboring these feelings? Just let it go, alright?

Also, stop forgetting to eat, that isn't good for you and you know it. I know you get busy with things, or you think it's a waste. You've gotta stop thinking like that; you eating is not a waste. And on that note, kid, where's your self esteem gone? In a week, I've seen you go from proud and lively to quiet, apologetic, and meek. This isn't like the normal you, so would you kindly snap out of it before people notice and start to worry?

Sincerely,
Yourself

[Rainbowfox Ari]

Dear Arri,

Why do you spend so much time fighting and arguing about the things that are a part of you that you just can't change? There are so many people so worse off than you, and yet you turn defensive at the slightest bit of a hint that you might not be 'normal' - or might have something wrong with you. These things happen, and they WILL happen, because of who you are, and how your body works. These things aren't curable. And the treatments aren't exactly top-notch - the condition has only been known for.. what.. 20 years? If that? Of course they don't have 'tried and true' methods for this sort of thing yet. Yippee - you get to be a test subject. As are the other people that have the condition.

You just have to be one of the subjects with seventeen-billion other problems as well as your condition. Good luck getting through things. But your mom said it best 'You're a survivor' - You've been through the Hell of highschool, the self-destruction of early college, and the abandonment and lies of false friends. You can make it through this.

- Sincerely, Yourself

[Kali_Namir]

Dear you,

No I have NO CLUE how you're gonna survive the summer. If you can barely make it a week, how are you gonna survive on simply one visit a month (if your lucky)...Who knows...All I know is he's the most amazing thing to happen to you in a long time...So don't screw up!!!

Sincerely,
Someone happier than she has been in FOREVER!!!

[NikkoGallarado]

Dear ---,

I have no idea how to even bother or fathom some of things you have done and just watching you all this time pisses me off and you go and get some so quickly with out even knowing anything. But them again I can be wrong, I can be oh so wrong about how you do it and why you do it but good god. I have tired talk with you and seeing things your way I even offered to be of some help to you and you tell me other wise. This is just plain annoying and stupid and how you do things. But then again you are selfish person over all. . . .

From,

Me.