[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) Lol sounds like my husband. He can't wake up
for anything.



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[Lauv Keiko]

Do you think the sleeping behavior of a person is directly related to his/her overall behavior?
like for example, being hard to be awoken means that you're depressed? or something?

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) I'm not sure. My husband was recently diagnosed
with depression so he might of had
it for awhile before that. Not sure
how long. I'm not sure about how I
slept when I was depressed. I was pretty
easy to be woken up. It might depend
on the person I guess. I wished
something like that was easy to tell.



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[Lauv Keiko]

-nods- yeah...I hope so too..
btw, when you were depressed, were you vocal about your situation or just kept silent about it?

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) I kept quiet about it for awhile and then when I
realized I was I told my husband about
it who had a idea I was by then. And
I wanted to see my doctor sooner to
get meds for it since I wouldn't be
able to get out of it without them.
I'm already on meds for OCD and anxiety
disorders so meds for a depression
seemed like the only answer for me. It
did help when I got them. Just wished
I still had them.



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[Lauv Keiko]

Okay, now I see.
Because the real depressed person doesn't actually know he/she is depressed until someone tells you that you are...
I asked you because my friend keeps telling me, "I'm depressed.." then she laughs...>.> makes me doubt her.

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) >.>; Ya I would doubt her too.
I couldn't laugh about that. It sucks alot.
You don't do anything and you sleep all
the day long. Or you break up the day in
between sleep with staring at a wall. That
was my past time for like 3 months. I started
to play a MMO after awhile and that helped
me alot. I was able to keep my mind off
what was wrong with me. I don't really care
for the game anymore that I'm on most of
my meds again. Just wished I had one for my
ADD because I was more focused on things
and I got more done with it. >.>; I sure
hope we can get to see my doctor soon.
I really need to have a check up to make
sure everything is still the way it should
be. Med wise.



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[Lauv Keiko]

Now, I see. *holds you close*
I hope so too, for you =D

uhm...you know...I had experienced that before...
I just don't know if I really am depressed or just not in the mood...

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) ^_^ Thank you.

I hope you aren't depressed. It sucks alot.
I am starting to get back to doing things I
used to do and I feel good about it. I just
try to make sure the times I want to do
nothing don't happen that often. I'm pushing
them to happen around bedtime. Like a hour
before I go to bed to make sure I can think
it's ok because I can wind down from the
day and relax before bed. Doesn't bother
me as much that way. And with my meds
I'm back to cross stitching, which takes up
my entire day.



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[Lauv Keiko]

I know how much it sucks to be very sad, that whenever you walk by yourself, you suddenly feel like crying...and doing things that actually calm you down(but isn't helpful)...like smoking or drinking.

-sighs-

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) Ya. My husband was bad when he was
depressed. He kept on thinking of ways
to harm himself and even tried to hurt
himself a few times too. But not that
bad at least. He finally got meds for
it but ran out. He struggled for awhile
with no meds but he was able to handle
it since he started to play the same
MMO as me. Kept him occupied all day
long so he didn't think of anything
else. Now he has meds he's doing
great. He's doing awesome at his truck
driving school he's in now to actually
get a job. Can't find one otherwise.



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[Lauv Keiko]

I'm happy for him~ <3 hope he continues to be that great <3

I just wish I'm not depressed >A< that'd suck balls.

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) I hope so too. *huggles*
I know having cats has helped a
little bit with it. I pet them
and it seems to get better while
I am holding them and petting
them. But not sure you can get
one. ;; It would suck if you can't.



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[Lauv Keiko]

I've got 4 dogs and 2 cats...but my cats are too shy, they won't even sleep with me.. ;^;

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) Oh you poor thing. ; ; *huggles*
Mine don't leave me alone. I get
followed even to the bathroom by
them. Where they will wake up and
come after me and then come back
to lay down when I go back and sit
down lol.



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[Lauv Keiko]

I want those kinds of cats!
>A< or maybe I don't have catnip...or whatever that is that makes you a potential stalkee for the cats...XD