[Renata]

Oh wow.

[Airina]

That stinks Tiva and katara. The only person close to me who has died is my uncle he died when I was in 5th grade..... 5th grade was a very bad year for my family......

[Tiva]

I learned to block out alot of it, i don't remember the second half of my 9th grade year.

[Renata]

Wow that sucks.

[Tiva]

Eh, I think it messed me up but it has been 5 years.

[Katara-Amaya]

Sorry for the momentary absents lol Kiddos needed supper. Yes I want it to be a continuous chain of linking hearts. Its really hard, I don't know anyone that has lost a little one and there are so many reminders.

[Tiva]

Understand, I will work on it when i get a chance.

[Airina]

One of our family friends lost their first kid when he was 3 years old to spiral meningitis. After he started showing a few symptoms he was dead within a few hours. The moms a nurse and has kinda blamed herself. Thinking that she should have realized what it was and been able to do something about it.

[Renata]

Oh wow.

[Katara-Amaya]

Understand the feeling, I blame myself for losing my son and daughter. I got hurt when I was pregnant with twins and went into labor prematurely. They came and survived for a short time, but they werent strong enough to make it long. I never even got the chance to hold them.

[Renata]

Oh wow my condolences.

[Katara-Amaya]

Thank you, as time goes by it gets a little easier to deal with. I don't think I will ever forgive myself though

[Renata]

It makes sense.

[Tiva]

Katara it isn't your fault... But i understand your guilt. People take things upon themselves when there is something that destroys their life that they can't control.

[Katara-Amaya]

Thank you, its nice to know there is someone who understands

[Renata]

-Hugs Katara-