[Star Seeker]

Dear my mind,

Please stop being so conflicted about everything and just let me live my life. I don't need you making me second guess myself all the time. Stop over thinking things and just let me do what I want to do without anxieties of any kind. Because of you, I never do anything anymore because you always take something that seems good and or fun and add way too many what-if?'s making it seem not so good/fun anymore, therefore, making me not do it. I'm sure that without your "help", my life would be so much better!! If you don't like what I'm doing, then you can go take a hike because it's my life and I want it back! Thanks.

~ Starry. ☆

[Kit Katy]

Dear Diary,

For the longest time I've waited for school to be over. At last that moment has come! I've graduated High School and only College remains standing for me to face! I shouldn't really worry about that though. My family has planned a trip to New York for my celebration of obtaining a diploma. I have shopping to do, places to see, and picture books to fill!
I can't wait! Well...I can..but only because my trip is set at a much cooler season..

I don't really want to walk the streets of New York in the summer. I'd pass out from heat exhaustion! That's no fun! I shall write to you how my trip went. Till then, adios!

Yours truly,
Kit

[Echo-chan713]

Dear people at Walmart,

when the sign says "self express checkout" doesn't mean bring your 3 carts full of shit there and make me who has 3 items wait for a long time for a register >B(

[Serra Britt]

Dear ____,

Despite the fact that you aren't attracted to me, we still spend so much time together. Are you really telling me the truth, that I'm not pushing too hard to be with you? Sometimes it seems like you'd be much better off spending time with someone else, or even alone, than with someone oppressive like me. I know you say I'm your favorite person but I don't want you to think I'm hopeless without you. You are my favorite person and always will be, and I will always be hopelessly in love with you even if you cannot feel the same way about me.

-Serra

[NikkoGallarado]

Dear Life,

Please stop doing this to me. . . . I am slowly dying on the inside and want a day off so badly but I feel like my world is dying on the inside. . .so stop being a bitch a let me have a few days off from work at the same time. . . .

With Love,

Rage hatting you all over Nikko.

[Ginger]

Dear diary,

I don't know what I want to be. This is a bad thing, because I don't want to work minimum wage jobs for the rest of my life. I want to buy and own a decent house that is all paid off by the time I'm 22-23. It doesn't have to be a perfect house, but I don't want to be breathing in mold or freezing in the middle of winter. I can't achieve this goal if I can't get a job :c Please, give me a miracle.

Thank you.

Ginger ~

[MuseSick]

Dear Dad,

I'm sorry your father abused you when you were growing up.
I'm even more sorry you followed in his footsteps.
I'm sorry that I make you mad,
And that I can't do everything you want me to, right the first time.
I'm sorry I'm not more like my sister,
And that I can't believe you the odd time you tell me you love me.
I'm sorry I didn't grow up to be what you wanted,
Or that I can't fall in line,
I'm sorry I'm overly sensitive
But I'm really just sorry you had a freak accident,
And got Mum pregnant with me.
Sincerely; Mum was right about one thing, No one should feel that way.

[fineheart234]

Dear diary,
Well there will be little talk about my uncle in this. Surpising I know. Though my dad just pretty much said that I was full of shit when I was trying to tell him my opinion on the situation.
I have been feeling like my decisions have been made for me. He could've just smacked me across the face then bashed my head against the marble table this very computer is on. Either way the messege was clear.
He said that I insulted my nana though if he remembers correctly I was looking upstairs not at her. I was looking at my uncle. Calling him out on his shit.
In this I am always the bad guy apparently. But hey at least I have a home and food you know?

[Stars]

Dear Diary;

I guess I'm not allowed to have friends anymore.

[Funky Monkey Vibration]

School starts tomorrow.
It'll be my last year on a school in this town.
Hopefully. I need to get more sleep.

I hate school.

[Kaien Shiba]

dear You-haven't-got-a-clue
Well now arn't I convenient. you could give @#$@ all if I'm alive or not UNTIL you need something from me. I've been trying to tell you sicne JUNE in a nice way to go away and do it yourself... but no... you INSIST. and then INSIST that I do things to YOUR time. whatever. WHATEVER. you think you're going to HELP me? you act like you cant even piss without instructions from me!

You've put me into the position of being the nerd boy who helps out the hot chick because she promised him something and NEVER PAYS UP. Saddest part... I KNEW from the beginning you wouldn't pay up so I was trying to be nice and tell you to go way. you know what? find a nice girl you want to hump and do so...on your own time, away from me, without distraction.

~sick of being "the nice guy"

[Serra Britt]

Dear heart,

Stop getting so jittery and be patient. I don't have to see her every day and since she's in school it might not even be possible anyways. She likes me back...so just be patient and wait.

-Serra

[Mizeria]

Dear-

I want to write... all of what I'm feeling. I want to scream to the heavens and whisper to hell.... but I'm afraid. Every time I talk to people bad things come of it. Every time I open up...

So I'm here to say;

"I'll miss you always. For you once broke my heart. Yet now you want be back... I know you can't understand why I have forgiven you, or why I love him. I know you don't even know where to begin to try. Yet, I can't live without you in my life. So I hope... you will find away to be friends with me..."

"Mind, body, and soul belong to you. As they always have. It took me to long to realize what you meant to me. I wish I could turn back time and change things. I love you. So trust me when I say no one will take me from you. Ever."


"I'm sorry when we talk I seem to hurt you. I don't ever mean to... I've been unstable so I guess I'm not the best person to turn to. I hope you can forgive me Muse. I'll try to be a better friend to you. I'm sorry for everything."

"I hate you and I don't know why you can't see that. You're my mother.. and you don't even know what you've done wrong. Sending me letters saying 'I miss you and I want to talk. Tell me what I did so I can fix things' IS NOT HELPING YOUR CASE. I've told you before and I won't tell you again. My forgiveness will never be yours. For all you've ever done to me. To dad. You deserve my silence."

"I don't know what you're doing or what you're thinking. I don't know why you're with her. I don't know why we can't talk about this. MH would be sooo much better for you... if you could only open your eyes and see it. I can't talk to you about anything anymore. I don't know what to do. I miss knowing I could always talk to you... because I no longer can. I miss you Dad. I hope things work out.."

[Cheesecake]

Dear Diary, and to all of the Trisphites,

I have read many of the previous diaries, some depressing, some uplifting and I would like give you my hand. I can be there for you, even when I am not online maybe just thinking of something you like, cheesecake of course, might help you out a little.

I guess this entry is more of a public service announcement, maybe so but I do have some feelings of my own and I will use this some time. But, anyway, I love you guys and feel free to PM me and I will try to give you the best advice I could give, if any at possible. I haven't had much done to me, but I have seen close friends with a lot done to them and I think I could at least comfort you.

With love,

Cheesecake. :P

[Night Fury]

dear diary,

My cat was playing hard to catch
(she is the one that likes climbing and leaping on things so she can get on this ledge around the ceiling - so I normally catch her before I go out because she has been known to chase flies and crickets and knocking down breakables while trying to get them)
so since I couldn't move her out of her hunting ground, I was a bit worried she'd break things while I was at work for four hours
to my surprise she didn't break a single thing
Yay kitty wasn't hurt nor did she make a mess... but where did the bag of catnip disappear to? At the moment, that is still a mystery.

[Lost_Fantasy13]

Dear -

I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I must be doing something wrong.... Because you barely look at me, let alone touch me or hold me... Sex is out of the question... because you "don't have a sex drive".... So I start to think something is wrong with me. There has to be. I give you everything I can. I pay all the bills. I buy the food. I cook, clean, and take care of you. I'm more of a mother then a girlfriend. And thats really not fair to me. I should be your whole world. You should want to spend time with me. You should care about me.... You should want me... But you don't seem to. Whats wrong with me? Is it how I look? How I act? Who I am? Tell me. I need to know... Because I just don't understand....

You just sit there and play your games. Talking on Vent with the Guys. Not giving a damn that I'm ripping apart inside. Not even trying to put an effort in it.
And here I am... waiting for you to notice.... that somethings wrong.

I try to talk to you about it, but we never seem to solve anything. You just pull the "everythings my fault" card, and then I feel I need to keep you from falling into some form of depression so we never solve anything... I don't want to hurt you... but talking to you about any of this will hurt you. I know it. And I'm scared to. And I'm doubting us... because I deserve more then this.

I deserve someone that cares about me. Someone that will help me, or at least try to. Someone that will listen through my panic attacks and not try to pity party their way out of them. Just cause I'm not doing well mentally doesn't mean you can freak out cause your "Helpless"... I need someone to hold me and tell me everything will be alright. I need someone that will snuggle with me. And talk with me. And love me. I need someone that will fulfill my desires.... my needs.... I'm a woman that needs a man that will drop everything and come running if I need him. I need someone that has a stable job that can take care of me. Cause I'm SICK AND TIRED of taking care of EVERYONE else. I need someone that will take me on dates and show me off to the world. Being proud I'm his girl. I need someone that can cook, and clean. Because I'm not always gonna wanna do it. I need someone to be there for me... That won't choose anything over me. That will make me their world.... and baby if you can't do this for me... I'm scared that things won't work out.... because I'm NOT your mother. I'm your girlfriend and I deserve to be loved.