[Lauv Keiko]

ah...your little girl is very destructive >A<!
and your mom is actually giving her that much affection (causing her to be spoiled) even when she has done something bad to your mom >A<
poor brothers...-hugs them-

and okay~ I'll still be here.. =D

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) Ya I think my mom is trying to make
up for the mistakes she made raising
me. But she is doing it all wrong of
course. Of course my mom thinks she
is god and everyone is garbage >.>;

Lol Sayuri my kitty was staring at a
non moving object for a few mins straight.
And then Lavander my other kitty was
acting too cute while making my tea.
Darn cute kitties.



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[Lauv Keiko]

what were the mistakes she made when she raised you? >A<

awws! I wanna have cute kitties! <3

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) Who doesn't want cute kitties hehe.

I was really sheltered and she was
kinda abusive. Didn't hit me much but
it was verbal and mental abuse mostly.
I wished she hit me, it would of not
screwed me up as the other abuses did.



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[Lauv Keiko]

Oh I know that feeling, darling...verbal and mental abuse is just bad...(been there)
physical abuse though, has some effect...believe me, it might not be as bad as words, but it has a permanent effect later...
;^;

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) Oh I know that. I was abused by my husband
in the begining of our marriage. He did
stop. But her threats of bashing my head
into the wall or closet would of been
easier on me if she actually did it. Because
I never knew if she was actually going to
do it this time or not. My mom is a bad
person. Trust me, no one likes her. People
who find out about her hate her. All do lol.



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[Lauv Keiko]

and that actually made you a bit paranoid, is that it?
-sighs- it's even scarier if you least expect it...and you'll be all, "WTF did I do now? ;^;"

do you hate your mom too?

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) I spent over 10 years trying to get over my
paranoia problem. I finally overcame it.
I just try not to get to that point again.

I do hate her. She's done so much crap
to me ever since I got married and had
kids it isn't funny. From stealing my kids
to abusing my kids and having my husband
arrested for me lying to her. Which I didn't.
She is so loving... /slaps self for saying that.



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[Lauv Keiko]

*feels bad for being too "careless" or not so paranoid*

wow, what is her problem with you? >A<

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) She's very vindictive. I am very
independant and I was able to be on my
own without her help and didn't want
to be under her control anymore. So
because she couldn't control me and still
can't, she deceides to take a different
route to ruin my life.

With this court thing I have to go to
trial now to get out of the deal and I
know the prosecution will call her and
she will say things about me to piss me
off so I blow up in court and to make
sure I get a big punishment. I know her,
she is that vindictive of a person for
some reason. And the funny thing is. Her
parents are the nicest people ever. They
loved all their kids, spent time with them
all the time, was there for them, every-
thing a good parent should be. So I don't
know what went wrong with her. She's the
older version of my daughter.



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[Lauv Keiko]

Your daughter got her behavior from her...and maybe your mom has seen herself in your daughter...that's why she's being nice to your girl.
Just make sure to keep your cool, and that whatever she says is her scheme to make you angry.

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) I know. I'm keeping in mind the worse that
can happen at the trial so when it
comes I don't react as much from
whatever she does. I know I can't do
anything because it will make me look
worse than I already do so that helps
me stay calm. I know what I have to
do and what I can't do. So I make
sure I think of it all the time. I'll
be way better prepared that way lol.

I just hope my attorney actually
calls me today since I was to show up
to court but I have no way to get
there.



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[Lauv Keiko]

what time is it there and what time will the trial start?

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) It's 6:37 right now.
My trial won't start til 6 months
from now. My court appointment is
at 9:45 but since he's an attorney
he'll be out of his office by 8
because of it.



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[Lauv Keiko]

Ah, I see.
If you were to choose, would you allow your daughter to stay with your mom or take responsibility of her?

[Saiyouri]

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(｡◕‿◕｡) If she got diagnosed with something
actually being wrong with her and
she was on meds and they were
working perfectly then I would
let her come home. Otherwise I
can't because something bad will
happen again. She has left the
house on her own before that day
because she didn't want to follow
the rules or listen to me. Or her
brother was upsetting her because
of something she did to him. So
she'd grab her coat and take off.
Most of the time it was at night.
She didn't come home til after
9:30 one night. I was about to
call the cops when she showed up.



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