[Arachnocampa]

To The Arts,

How long have we known each other now? Since I was itty bitty. You first took shape as a giant sting ray on the landing of the stairs to my first house's basement. Or was it my first? Did you disguise yourself as a crayola lone, back then? Alas, it's been so long. Not even my surprisingly long memory of life back up in Canada can reach that far back. I do remember the landing, though.

Anyhow, thanks for being there for me. You've helped me through some of the darkest days. You were always there for me to vent to when I was enraged, even if I couldn't get the words, or rather pictures, to come out right. Even in my melancholy, when I was crying you caught so many of my tears.

You came in many different forms, and still do. Sometimes, you and I dance together, even if I fail miserably at it. You even sing to me and play me songs. You tell me stories and you help me write them. I think the best time we had together was when I attended the Governor's School for the Arts. Remember how depressed I was after I had to leave? I cried for days! But now I look back on those beautiful beautiful days with a smile. Sure, I wish I could relive those magical three weeks forever, but that's never going to happen.

I can, however, take the wonderful experience I had and turn it into something even better, like I already am. Can you believe the improvements I've made? And of course, the wonderful friends I made there are still with me. It's like that song that everyone went crazy over (even though I had heard the band before most people had at that time. ; D)

You know which one I'm talking about. I'm probably one of the only few who can make legit symbolic connections to it.

Anyhow, I better cut this short.

You've been the best friend I could ever ask for. Thanks for being so amazing, and don't ever leave me. :]

~*Amber

[Taiania]

Dear diary,
I've NEEDED this day off. Thank the gods they let me have it. I got a lot done and feel much better for it. Plus I have another day off tomorrow. Maybe I'll finally catch up on my sleep.
The dolls are looking great but Cassie's lost her arm. It adds character I guess and she doesn't look too upset about it, so never mind. They'll go back up on their stands tonight.
Well, that's it I suppose.Thanks.

[Mica]

Hey Reader, been a while huh?

I won't make excuses for my absence, but I will do what I usually do to you. Talk. I usually start by what happened today, but for now I have this feeling that has been bothering me for so long. What is it? Am I unmotivated or lazy?

Somehow I believe I am neither, I have plenty motivation and I know I can work hard. I have done so before without complaint. Sometimes I wish you could talk back; say something no one has told me before. Something I have not thought of and that gleaming hope of realization will change.

I know I can do it, yes I am afraid but I know I am not alone. So, dear Reader, what is wrong?

I missed you. Very, very much.

[Mica]

snip. Delete post, please? I double posted on accident. ;.;

[Kit Katy]

Dear Diary,

Today happened to be short thanks to finals, but I oddly wish that it were longer. I wanted to spend time with my friends and my teachers before advancing to other classes. Sure, I might be able to visit them later on in the year but that relationship of being buds will cease to exist. For some reason if students move on in life, people in school no longer care about them. That's how it usually is for me.

Instead of moping about, I'll go play MapleStory. The semester isn't over yet and there's no guarantee that this semester will turn foul at the start.

Yours Truly,
Kit

[Zenella]

Dear Mommy,

We've had our bad moments, and I've said some awful things, but you're the only person that has been there for me no matter what. I thank God everyday that I was brought into this world by you, the best mom in the world. It nearly kills me to think about what would happen if I lost you. Even though I feel like I can't tell you things sometimes I know that you will always support and comfort me no matter what. I really do try to make you proud and to make things easier on you, and sometimes I feel like it's never enough. I know I need to step up and take responsibility with some things and I hope you'll keep giving me the support I need to actually do it. I love you mom, more than anything, you're my bestest friend in the whole wide world <3

Love, Lily.

Dear Daddy,

You may not be my biological father but you're the best daddy a girl could ever ask for. I hate that we don't get to see each other everyday like we used to. These past few months have been extremely scary and I just thank God for looking after you. You've always been my real dad and you always will be. Thank you for believing in me always and telling it to me every chance you can. I love you so much Daddy.

Love, Lily.

Dear Sister,

I hope you know that I really do love you and would just about do anything for you. I hope that someday you'll overcome this unreasonable hate that you have for me, because even though you have other siblings, I'm the only one who has been there for you and been your friend no matter what. I don't agree with many of your views but I'll always try and support your decisions as best I can. I can't tell you this stuff in person because you wouldn't take me seriously and you'd take advantage of it every chance you could.

Love, Lily.

[Goat]

Dear ___,
I'm out here, by myself. All Alone. And regardless of what you say or do, I will STILL blame you. It's your fault I'm depressed, your fault I get suicidal.
Would it kill you to be more open minded? Seriously. Because I'm stuck living with you, I have to fake who I am. I feel dead inside...
I have NO friends here. Know why? Cause my former friends here were ********. Oh but I can make new friends you say. Do you know how hard it is for someone like me to make friends? I have two friends. Maybe. And they live states away.
My only solace are my cats, which you're constantly threatening to kick out of the house. Do you know how that makes me feel?
And then there's my stupid freakin schedule. Everything I do has to be according to that schedule. I hate it so much.
Oh and having to pay rent? Like I should have to pay you for ANYTHING. After all you've put me through, you should owe ME.

/rant.

~Goat

[Fiyero]

Dear *******,
I can't believe you walked to the store today, in seven degree weather just to come see me at work. You are ridiculous and adorable. I don't know what I've done to deserve someone as amazing as you in my life. I need to get my shit together and tell you how much you mean to me. I'm just scared. I'm afraid of opening myself up again. I hope you can understand. You're wonderful, but its going to take me a little bit of time.

Love,
me

[Taiania]

Dear Diary,
Thank you for the mini holiday. I can rest after getting my tattoo and even have time to make my new robe. Now to just clear up my shoulder pain and all will be well. A raise would be nice too :P

[Misericorde]

Dear Mommy...

I lost you two months ago... But you know, it feels like it's been so much longer than that. When you died, I felt like I died... I lost my best friend that day. I lost my world... And even though I've been strong, and I've been holding on to life. I just don't feel the same without you. There are so many things I miss, and so many memories linger in my mind. But nothing stronger than the horrible way I acted the few days before your passing. I can't forgive myself for being so irate with you. I know it wasn't your fault that you were confused. I know that you weren't fully aware of what was going on. The nurses tried telling me it was because of the low sodium in your body, that it was causing confusion and delirium. But I didn't listen. Instead, I got mad at you for not eating, not drinking, and not relaxing and getting better. I hated you for being sick. I hated you for leaving me. You promised me that you'd never leave me. And I know it wasn't your fault... But you didn't try to stop it. We all begged you to quit smoking. No one more than I. But you smoked anyway. And until you lost your consciousness, you still wanted a cigarette. You couldn't understand that the cancer was killing you. We all hoped and prayed that you'd come through... But you didn't. You left me on November 26th, 2010... And I wish I could go back and fix you, make you all better... But I can't. And now, every day, for the rest of my life, I have to live with knowing that the last time I talked to you, knowing you knew what I was saying, I told you that I would never come visit you again. Why did I say that? Because you kept begging for a cigarette. Because you refused to eat or drink anything. Because you were SICK and I felt there was nothing I could do about it. And there wasn't a damn thing I could have done, but what I should have done was support you and tell you I love you and reassure you that I'd always be there... Mommy I hope you can forgive me fuck I fucking hate myself for acting that way... I miss your laugh, your voice, your scent, your everything. The way you would say good night, the way you whispered your good byes on the phone, the way you greeted me when you picked me up from school, or at home to go do things. I'll never forget anything, not the good, and certainly not the bad... But I do want to feel better. I don't want to be so sad anymore. I'm tired of crying mommy... So I ask you to help me get better. I know you're my guardian angel now, and I know you can help me. Please help me mommy... I love you. I miss you. I always will... I hope I see you again some day...

Love, Danielle.

R.i.P MoM

P.S; I wish I could have typed this without crying... Please help me be stronger mom. And please help dad... He needs it more than me. He misses you so much, and needs your help so bad. Please help us...

[Lucid:]

Mod Note: Thread was binned a while back, and since there is no sign of why I assume it was accidental like a few others that went missing a while ago. I have moved it back at the request of the thread owner.

[NikkoGallarado]

Dear Lack of Sleep,

Please Go away and let me sleep just once. Also die in a fire.

From,

Me

[Echo-chan713]

Dear Job,

I need you so bad it's not funny. Oh and even though I have one it's barely a part time, doesn't make the right income. I need a long term steady job.

With Loves, Echo-chan713

[Muff Muff]

Dear thread,

Sorry I let you die. o.o'' Life just got a little busy with being pregnant, and moving into my own place. But you sure will get more attention, I promise.

Muffy

[Ink Glitched]

Dear diary,
My mother has done it again. I tried so much at visiting her, but it just makes it so hard when she just does NOT make the effort to see me and her grandchild. ITs even harder when it feels that she holds my sister higher despite the treatement my sister gave her. I finally have given up, but if mom ever comes down to see us, hell would freeze over.
Sincerely
Eclipse.

[Muff Muff]

Dear you,

I'm not sure how to feel about this. Things went completely wrong. Somehow, I knew it would. It was a mistake to ask of you what I did. It was far too early for either of us, I'm sure. As time went on all I could do was think of how it was a stupid choice we had. I will forever love that choice, but not what it has led to today. To the future. I can't blame it all on that I suppose. I went back to my old ways. I knew I would. It was only a matter of time. It's for the best now though, at least I think so. I did fine with separated parents. Actually that's a joke. lol I don't know what will become of our choice, but I hope the best for it, even already. Even for you. If we do have to fight for it, I just hope the outcome is right and will lead to their right future. Even if I don't know what needs to happen or what will happen for it.

I hate saying it, so I only think it in all truth, it is best if it is over between us. For the sake of both our sanities. All we will do is fight from here on out. Things weren't done right for it to work. And I say everything happens for a reason. Our past lead us to this present. You did what you did, and I did too. And because of our choices we are now here. And I honestly hate it cause I know, even if you can't face it, that it needs to end. We'll always be brought back together for our child, but sadly, I think that's the only reason we will be speaking to each other after this lease is up. I won't apologize, at least not for what you think I need to. I don't expect any from you. There are things we've held on to and it did eat at us both, I just let it eat me away sooner, I suppose. I hope we survive these last months..hah

Sincerely,
Your ex.