[Stabbsworth]

i am so sick and tired of this aphantasia and aphasia. i can't bloody THINK. it's all just static and muddled words and nothing fits together right!

and you know the worst fucking thing?! i don't KNOW what's causing this! i was supposed to be bright as a button, my mother was told this by the pediatrician!

murky says i'm being too harsh on myself, but what if this gets worse? i'm scared and frustrated. i was struggling to explain why i have to pay council tax to him, then when i calmed down i was able to explain the levels of local government to him. i should be able to explain why i have to pay council tax.

where the HELL did it all go wrong? is it because of that covid infection? my fucking father fucked me up more than i realized if so.

i was supposed to be smart.

[Stabbsworth]

my cat's fuckin dead, lads.

[KittyBeary]

Originally Posted by Stabbsworth

my cat's fuckin dead, lads.

I'm so sorry :( *hug*

[Kaderin Triste]

Welp, after almost a year of off and on fighting, the friendship with my bestie finally imploded for good. Tbh, looking back it was kinda getting pretty toxic and he was definitely doing a LOT of emotional manipulation during the last year, so in the long run, it's probably good that it ended, but it still fucking hurts.

Percival: I am so sorry! :c

[Stabbsworth]

it's dire here. digital ID. can't get photo ID without photo ID. good luck trying to get a passport to leave the country.

they're violating my privacy. they're violating the privacy of every child for shits and giggles because they just can.

i can't conceptualize a future. the government is content to let me rot under accumulated brain damage from covid19, because they're the ones that lifted the mask mandate and forced everyone back to work for 'muh economy'. man.

i hate it here.

also there's a moth on my light switch. i don't care enough to move the bastard.