[Asami]

hi vincent c:
not much c: and you?

[Vincent]

Not much either. Just watching Big Bang Theory and about to eat dinner. :B

[Poggio]

@Vincent: As far as I have leaned the last boss is a boss where you have to face uh

Okay I thought the last boss was the one you had to face where you faced Jeht for the final time in his last form. I am not sure who the woman is but its been a while since I have played the game so It could be the same person we are talking about.

My teacher would hit my arms when I got really tense. It only makes me more tense.

And I understand those feels. I am that type of person some times. I like to be at home and anti- social but at the same time there are times when I like to go out and be with people. I find that it is hard to be in a relationship of two people do not vibe. I mean are you still friends with the people where it just ended or not talking at all? As for the out of state ones those are understandable too. Out of state you both are going to experience new and different things its going to be harder to keep up and avoid temptation. As for feeling anything romantic, maybe you are just one of those lets be friends type until you meet the right person?
@Espy: I am making time now to get it other wise I will be stuck with little to no job opportunities.

my time line is basically 16- had a chance to get permit, only family car was wrecked. 18, no car to get license, older went to college can take bus, now bus lines do not go out to where good jobs are/take to long to get to places. So instead of wasting two hours of my life on the bus each day to get to work I will be able to condense it down to a 10-12 minute drive.

Hello Asami!!!

[Asami]

POGS //kissu

that sounds like fun XD
i never watched that show ever

[Poggio]

-snuggles with Asami n3n. -
It is fun. Though I think they maybe getting ready to end it. My dad thinks its gotten to the point where it is not as funny as it used to be in the early episodes.

[Asami]

//snuggs c;

oh is it good tho? O:
ive heard a lot of bad things about it

[Poggio]

I think its funny. Then again I only watch it here and there on tv and not in a group of episodes. I really like Raji and I find it interesting how they have done the couple off thing which usually annoys me in a show/series. But it oddly works with this group of quirky neurotic people. If you have nerd friends they may not like it for reasons because it portrays a stereotype but meh I find it funny.

[Vincent]

@ Poggio ;
OH okay then yeah you did get past her. XD Which is quite amazing.
I don't remember much from the final boss. I think I've only fought it twice. XD I mostly just tend to do the extra stuff instead of finish the game. x:

o_o...your driving teacher hit your arms ... while you were in the car driving? the fuq?

I like to be home and anti social, too for the most part, but sometimes I dont mind hanging out with friends. I do like going out too, it's fun. If it's with someone else.
BUT. when it gets to the point of their friends just coming in unannounced whenever they want since the door is never locked, and their neighbor being a good friend too, and just popping up and then just going out randomly... there's... just no privacy in that kind of life. /:
Eh. Well with everyone I've been with we've stopped talking thought with my latest one we're still friends at least.
Eh. Maybe... I just feel so conflicted sometimes. People say 'oh you don't need someone to be yourself, you need to try to be yourself , by yourself' and saying you shouldn't need someone to bring out the best in you, but I just... feel like that's how I am. x.x I need someone to bring out the best in me.

@ Asami ;
It's pretty funny but I guess it's not for everyone. XD
How's the day been so far for you? :3

[Poggio]

@Vincent: XD yeah I think the blaring rock music really threw me off for the final battle. Edit: XD and whats really strange is I think FFX is the only FF game I beat all the way through. I usually stop before the final boss.

And yes he did. He would say your too tense and hit my chop my elbow.
And believe it or not I have a friend like that, in fact numerous friends like that who occasionally like to go out but mostly spend time at home. One of my friends spends his time at home making art. And I would be miffed if my friends did that.

Meh, there are some things you can do by yourself. XD what you could try is not listening to others so much and decide for yourself. You know what level of company you like to keep so you may be able to find a person that likes that same level of companionship. -shrugs- Like all of my friends respect when I want to be a hermit.

[zosa]

-rolls around- hey bro~

[Poggio]

Hello Zosa -rolls around and then surprise smooches-

[Vincent]

@ Poggio ;
Yeah that was a bit... off. XD
How is that strange? O: FFX is awesome. Probably my favorite one.
There's a remake of it for ps3, even, out now if you ever wanna give it another try too. x3

But. that's distracting...doesn't sound like a good teacher. x:

Meh I just can't do that. Too much... socialness. XD
Like you could be in the middle of something and 'boom' surprise XP

Hm. Maybe. I just feel so... different from everyone else.
So I thought it might help to take in some advice to better interact with people, but everywhere I look the advice is so conflicting x.x

That would be nice, but meh all the people I know (people from school, not neccessarily friends) just seem to have all their little social lives going. Which adds to my feeling so... different/outcasted.

Though I guess maybe I should think about not trying to incorporate what people say I should be like...I just don't wanna end up so different people dont understand/like me. xD

[Poggio]

Eh the people thing really depends with me. Like I want to get out and do things but I am so scared of crowds and just talking to people makes me anxious enough already. My coworkers do not believe it but I can get goose bumps just talking to some one in a 1 minute conversation asking them rehearsed questions. Then tongue tripping happens and it all turns into horrible word vomit in which I just stop talking.

I used to be anti social to the point of panic attacks but I really have gotten better. Baby steps is all I can say, and well being forced to get a job and get out in the world also helps. So if I find my self comfortable then yeah I don't mind but being thrust in a situation like random as house guest or overly crowded bars, and stuff like that I may flee.
The only advice I can give is baby steps and just do it.

I mean you are talking on here? And yes I know walls of text over the internet are different from talking in real life but you are still talking. It is really all about balance. You don't need to be a socialite to fit in and make friends though hanging out when you/ they feel like it is fine. XD and you are entitled to say no if it becomes to much. Or ask them for a movie day. Because going out is actually very expensive.

Yeah oddly enough out of my friends its the anti-social ones that have stuck together. We did not start out this way but the four of us have gotten to know each other better then the ones that have gone off.
And you worry to much about what others think about you if you are worried about not being yourself. People can accept you for who you are. If you have to change drastically there is something wrong with the relationship. I think that is mostly a self conscious issue and they may not even be thinking about wanting change from you at all XD.

[zosa]

poooooooggio... i am so not enough braining for conversation

[Poggio]

@Zosa: XD it is alright. We are just ironically being social.

[Vincent]

Yeah that's no fun. x.x I don't do groups either. I never could, prlly never will. XD and talkign to someone new, I get so nervous and my nerves start making me all shaky. x.x Verily much so if it's someone I like.

I guess so. Not sure how to start in baby steps though. People say go out and meet people, like the mall or something and I'm like 'pfft, go up to some random person in the mall? riight.'

Yeah I know. I used to not really talk much before I got on here so. XD there's that. Yeah I hate saying no since I want people to like me. x.x I had this one friend that wanted to hangout like a hella lot and I never really said no. XD I mean it was fun but I wanted time to myself.

That's good. x3
And I hope so. I just havn't met someone who has so far, thus my bleh mood. x.x Thinking too much. XD
And maybe. I guess they might have been so ...into their normal lifestyle. XD That they didn't know they wanted change.