[NikkoGallarado]

Hatori slowly woke up and blinked some as he got up leaving the fort and headed out of the study head down to the kitchen to look for something to eat as since he didn't want to bother anyone to have a meal as he walked down the hall way.

I am the manry-est of men!

[Kaguya]

Shun was still asleep at his desk though somewhat soundly asleep a whimper of distress and fear was heard every now and then as the whispers continued to talk to him, his hands moving to his ears subconsciously as he tried to block them out to no avail. he shot up as he woke up in a cold sweat flinging a book at his door as if trying to hit someone "I AM NOT HER SERVANT..." he screamed his head going to his desk as tears fell more his eyes already felt like they stung from crying "Shut up... please... just shut up..." he hadn't had a decent night rest in over two months but this was the first time he had called out in such a manner.

[NikkoGallarado]

Hatori looked back from the kitchen as he could see Shun's Aura become a dim color then it was before then let out soft sigh as he tired to make something to eat for him self.

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Not to long after Shun had his moment his phone ran it was his mother calling him back. "Hello Shun, I saw you called, I'm sorry I missed it I was busy planing Miyako's dress for the dance what is it that you need to speak with me about?" she asked once he had picked up.

I am the manry-est of men!

[Kaguya]

Shun looked to his phone and seen the time "You decide to phone now at two am... why not before this?" he sighed "Answer, speaker..." he muttered listening to his mother. "I want to know what Kirin are." he said bluntly it was obvious he was tired, angry and upset at the moment.

[NikkoGallarado]

"Huh why would you want to know about them?" she asked sounding confused as she was sitting in her sewing room working on the gown that Miyako would be wearing to her dance. "As you know they are fairy tales and old myths, as know in china they are used to grant wishes and in others they are animals that give you one wish at a time." she said. "Why do you need to know about them now?"

I am the manry-est of men!

[Kaguya]

Shun listened to his mother scratching his head a little as he weant back to drawing what he had been before falling asleep "I know this is going to sound crazy but I haven't been able to sleep because the shadows are speaking to me." he said quietly "They tell me I am Kirin, that I am her servant her Kirin, Adrian says I'm not normal and Hitori has told me things that I don't know... just seem familiar to me" he sighed a little more "Mother tell me the truth for a change, what am I? why do I keep getting sent away? why do I hear shadows and why do her needs, wants and desires come before mine... why am I the one that is always sacrificing?" a damn had broken and he was letting everything flood out.

[NikkoGallarado]

"Sweetheart. . . you. . ." as she looked around the room placed Miyako's dress down letting out a sigh. "You are Kirin. . . .your father and I are not your real mother or father, you serve Miyako like any Kirin should. . . it part of why we send you away so you will be ready. Thought the bond for you both is far more deeper then we had ever seen unlike Adrian he is different since he was born with the marking of the dragon so he is allowed to do what he please cause of this. . . but you are binded to her no matter what." she explained placing her hands over her eyes, knowing this was going to be a lot of work in the end.

I am the manry-est of men!

[Kaguya]

"WHAT THE FUCK!" he yelled he wasn't happy that was obvious as he listened to his mother tell him their dirty little secret "I refuse that fate! I deny it!" he growled "I am not her fucking servant I'm her brother!" he shook his head as he tried to take it all in "I have no marking... our bond is of brother and sister nothing more, I have a boyfriend and I love him I refuse to give him up like I had to give up Sho."

[NikkoGallarado]

"You can deny it all you want, but this will only make it harder for you the only reason why your marking will not show is cause you keep fighting it and if you allow it just show if self to you everything will be less hard for you. If Adrian told you he is right, nothing he says is made up but if you wish to follow it that way you can. But I will not sit here and take this from you, life is life. . . .and you shouldn't say it can't happen that way. And as for Hatori. . . .I don't know what you want to do with him but you better keep him a secret then. . . .that is all I can say Shun." she said to him letting out a sigh and being rather annoyed by him.

I am the manry-est of men!

[Kaguya]

"To live my life one way and be told that it's all been a lie, I am sorry that I'm pissed off." he growled feeling the want to throw something across the room again "Yes I am denying it, I don't want it I want to be my own person not bound to my sister until she or I die... do you have any idea how many times suicide has crossed my mind this week alone?" he closed his eyes and let out a deep seething sigh filled with despair "Like fuck I'm keeping him a secret, I'll phone her now and let her know I'm dating and I am not coming to her dance." he felt like his whole world was crumbling around him and that there was no way to stop it.

[NikkoGallarado]

"Well then Shun, if you do all that, then please don't call me if that is what you wish to do, I will allow you to do what you wish and what you want anything then." as she pulled the phone away from her ear and hung up. Then went back to work on Miyako's dress.

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Hatori got a bowl cereal and sat at the table and ate stayed quiet seeing the the different color shine bright in the hall way. As he looked up knowing Adrian was gone from this world leaving Sho upstairs on his own for the small while he was going to be away.

I am the manry-est of men!

[Kaguya]

Hearing the phone hang up he banged his head on the desk "Every time... even now when I want to do the best thing for me, I still feel like I've done something wrong." he sighed continuing to bang his head a little more as his phone rang one more looking to the number he picked up the phone "Answer." he said shoving it to his ear only to take it away a few feet as his father started yelling at him "Yes fath... no... but... I'm sor... bu..." he sighed hearing the call hanging up placing the cell phone in his pocket he walked doen and looked at hitori "You where right." he said gently/

[NikkoGallarado]

Hatori looked up from his bowl looked at Shun. ". . . .I'm sorry" was all he could say as he hate his meal and sat at the table unsure of what to really do for Shun in away he felt bad for evening saying anything. "I'm sorry."

I am the manry-est of men!

[Kaguya]

"Please stop apologising, the truth would have eventually came out." he said sitting at the counter. "I could make you something better than that if you like." he said noticing the other never seemed to like it "I'm still denying my fate I refuse to be her servant and I refuse to give you up." he smiled softly "I just wish I could sleep without the whispers."

[NikkoGallarado]

"You can once you except them, that is all they want from you is to except them and what you are. . . .if you keep fighting you will be forced to stay in the other kingdom to awaken to your powers. . ." he said. "No it's fine it okay thing to have once in a while."

I am the manry-est of men!

[Kaguya]

Shun looked to him placing his head on the counter "I refuse to accept that fate or lifestyle." he said with a sigh "oh boy this just seems to be getting better and better... I don't want to go there and they can't make me." he said banging his head against the counter a few times wanting it all just to stop