[Mizeria]

LOL

and what would the right order be?

[Helsinki Harlot]

Huh. I actually did kinda better than I thought.

The Dean smile is for le-sexy times being hot as hell,
Asked you out is a lot of the fangilring and downward.
If I didn't want to respond so quickly there' be a lot more fangirling with what he said 'cause that's just :D <3 Oh silly men. Silly bad ass men. Silly wanting that special girl and they always go durp.
Kitty image is for what he was doing tho' maybe he had to do other things at the time or felt like you'd rejected him so he was scared and confused and just blargh like men do. Or that's stuff he's not allowed to say to a 'customer' and he has to be careful when he flirts with you.
And then rinse repeat and recycle fan girling + exit and hugs to the end of the story and omg -hops around in a circle and flails-
o______________________o This needs to end up amounting in something.

[Mizeria]

-giggles-
if I wrote my life as a book.
I would be a top seller.
stupid shit like this happens to me alot.
or rather, stupid shit involving men.

he was flirting with other girls last night, before me...
and I was getting jealous,
I hate that I'm that way...
he's not mine..

I was freakin out so much I asked my friend what to do.
cause I go there. all the time.
like wtf tony.

and I think... well I know, I'd say yes if he wanted to take me out a couple times... or even if he would man up and asked me to be his girl after a while... but idk.. if he just wants the sex... once he gets it... he'll leave won't he?

it would be a waste... wouldn't it...?

[Mizeria]

ignore bad spelling or grammar, mizzy is dealin with to much right now to proof read before submitting things...
typing to slow and thinkin to fast
xD

[Helsinki Harlot]

I've never been a stickler for that. 3 different languages to learn kinda trained me out of that.

Most stupid shit ends up involving men. And women who have that same attitude. [/ seeing as I've been with both]

I wouldn't get too hung up on the flirting, it's good for business and maybe he just naturally talks like that. But he took special attention to you so; there's that.

And not nesc. If he only wants sex you should tell him "I like you, you're cool as hell. But if you want to fuck don't romance me, if I want a one night stand one day you'd be there, but if you're actually gunning for it to mean more than a 'oh that was great, bye' then take it at my pace and you'll get there." Or something more eloquent than that.

And if it makes you feel good, I don't think it's a waste. You're the only one that has to live in your skin so.

[Mizeria]

I think... I'm starting to fall for him though...
-hates self-
the one thing I told myself I would never do
xD


before the night where he started talking like that [/the whole just fuck me ash]

I was already thinkin about it.
and I'm a pretty honest person.

even more so when I'm tired
I told him...
and hes like "well whats stopping you"
cause he doesn't understand... that I want it to mean more then that.
no matter how much I say it.

[whitexsuicide]

hello hell how have you been?and you mizeria?

[Helsinki Harlot]

Mizzie; I still think it's adorable.

And maybe he doesn't know how to make you understand that it already does mean a lot to him? Like he's just socially inept in that area? xD;

-is super excited to hear more developments-

WS; Good mornin. I really need to find my phone at this point. xD

[whitexsuicide]

do you have another phone to call it with? that is what i do..

[Helsinki Harlot]

Nope. Just my cell phone. Apartment doesn't have a land line, well technically we do but we've never plugged anything into it and no one else is home. So, I'm well and truly fucked. Searching for a tiny silver thing in two large messy rooms is not fun with a hangover.

[whitexsuicide]

awwhh you should try to not have hang overs...

[Helsinki Harlot]

I usually don't, last night I was just too busy being pissed at people last night to prepare properly.

[whitexsuicide]

hmmm well maybe you shouldn't get mad at people easily?

[Helsinki Harlot]

I don't. I'm the chillest person I know. If I'm mad at you and I actually act on it, you fucked up bad. It takes a lot for me to say I'm angry at someone.

[whitexsuicide]

oh... may i ask why you were angry then?

[Helsinki Harlot]

Long story, just a lot of stupid BS and me trying so hard to be nice about it but she just kept fucking pushing me. For the past two-three days she's just been pushing my buttons, hell, I wasn't even mad at her for my laptop, didn't yell at her, didn't berate her, and she still continues just pushing and shoving when I'm trying so hard to let go of how bitchy she's been to me recently. So I just said fuck it and walked off the nearest gas station and carried home a case of beer and went through a few of those after I got done with the liquor. xD;;