[Cronislee]

I'm sorry to hear

[Asami]

its whatever... last night was terrible as well..

[Cronislee]

I'm sorry, but I caught a glimps of your profile wall conversation.
I know it doesn't mean much, but I know what it's like to feel that way about things. I also know that it doesn't help to say it gets better. But it does.

[Asami]

that was only really part of it.. there was a lot more that happened.. idk the same stuff kinda happened again tonight. it seems like everyone hates me all the time... im a very sensitive person... i wish i wasnt..

[Cronislee]

I know how you feel, in a way.
I also know what it's like to be overly sensitive about things.

[Asami]

i wish i was strong like everyone else.. i just... hate how i am all the time

[Cronislee]

It gets better with time.
I've spoken to alot of people on this site, and alot of people on this site do not like me. But alot of them are like you.

[Asami]

i like you. i dont understand why people dont like you ):

and they seem a lot stronger than i am

[Cronislee]

I'm honest and I say things people dont like.
Alot of people, and I actually think even members of the staff, just see one portion of who I am, and see one fraction of the things I've said, and have decided they dont like me. But I've come to terms with that.
I've even come close to quitting the site twice now, and frankly I only hang around so I can talk to one person.

I've also had a really bad 8 months, and on top of things my girlfriend left me, but I just have to keep pushing on. You know?
I guess the worse part of it all was trying to open myself up to others, and getting pushed away again, and honestly I wish I could stop carring as much as I do, because life would be easier. But can I be honest with you about something?

[Asami]

im so sorry thats horrible.. ): i dont see why they would hate you though. i find you an interesting person and i like talking to you ^^ <3

//huggles
... im really bad at responding to stuff like that ;-; it just makes me feel horrible.. and i really wish i could help..

okies?

[Cronislee]

It's fine.
But I guess my question is; Is that you in those links in your signiture?

[Asami]

im truly sorry...

yep that is really me... i have tons more photos and ill webcam with you if you dont believe me XD

[Cronislee]

That'd be up to you, but I just wanted to make sure before I said my next bit.

You're a cute girl, and your going to be a beautiful woman. But you cant let things get to you. I know it's hard, but you can be strong.

[Asami]

if you wanted you could add me on skype XD lol asamilovesyouu

thanks.. i just dont think so.. i think ill be destined to be a mother and thats about it. i wont do much in my life except raise kids and im happy with that.. i just wish my parents would let me actually go to college.. or something..

[Cronislee]

-pats your back-
Not to be crass, but not many girls look the way you do.
Play your cards right and you'll get a good guy.

[Asami]

i dont understand... i think i look plain.. very ordinary...