-bumps fist-
XD so your second diary entry amuses me too. I have had the same experience more then often. Though the more amusing time was the 12 yearold child >.> which was still kinda creepy.

Yeah. I can't believe it's been 8 years since the end of it...damn times flies. Speaking of I should take a shower so I can dry before bed.

Bye Kaderin. Have a good day! I don't work tonight but I do the next night so better keep to a sleep schedule or I'll be messed up Thursday.

I understand completely how futile it seems. Still, you're here and you are fighting. That takes some kind of strength. =)

aww cute! All I can imagine right now is Friends. It may be completely inappropriate for the moment. I hope not but as a Friend fan I laughed.

From where I'm sitting all I can do for you is what I'm doing now and to keep sending your my prayers...or positive thoughts if that is more comfortable with you. ;3 I wish I was wise and knew the right things to say...and to say them as eloquently as others I've seen. In the end I'm hopeless to truely save a person from their demons because it's up to them to fight. I'm just that misclaneous video game character that throws useful things for you to use...kinda like in Spyro 2. Can't imagine beating Ripto without a couple sheep and stuff thrown for me. And I got more examples of such thigns happening in video games.

That voice that says no one would notice is untrue and I'm glad you said that! Everyone is suicidal at some point. Worse or better I doesn't matter it's a horrible place to be and not a badge of awesomeness and some people will wear it for some twisted reason. As an online person I can't tell a hiatus from something serious. A Trisphite recently died. I kind of considered her a friend even though she never was on my friend's list...because you never hear it verbally or feel it in some way doesn't mean no one cares.

I'd be a little unstable after all those events and I like to think I'm stable now. D: -hugs-

so many things to deal with and possibly easy to assign blames. Just a step and a day at a time. I also recommend never being idle (i.e. just internets and gaming). Although what exactly works for you I don't know. Being me a job is great. I love structure and organizing/cleaning. xD; Not many people find making a career out of that exciting I bet.

I only wish. Nope, after changing majors and then getting kicked out of the second college (god, has it already been 3 years since that incident already... O_O) I've given up on getting a degree, so no finals.

Just broken car, new used car, broken new used car, nearly passing out while riding my bike to work, had to get rid of my pet parakeet that I'd only had a few days because my roommate didn't approve, untreated mental illnesses, nearly killed myself, etc.
All those types of stress...

Yikes. even when I was active I couldn't keep up with just two sites. It was too tough for me to do. One site is easier imo. Sorry about the tons of stress. Finals as it is with everyone else?

Ah yes the fighting scene was fun. Khait always made me feel bad with how well she could write...or was that Hope? Either way they both make me feel bad about my skillz lol

Haha, forgive me for prying but your post in the diary made my day. ><; (thinks off all the silly people she deals with in a day) -raises highfive- Cashiers unite! and man people do need to learn how to read.

-pats you head- It's okay. Must be the blonde in your avatar's hair. ;p
ah yeah maybe it was Crysandrea!

I swear we Roleplayed together. But the only one I could find you posted like a handful of times before it came to an end. xP