Thanks! ^-^

I think, maybe, my first course of action should be eliminating the people in my life who have proven to be a negative influence.

Well, now I know for sure I have a lot to get through before I can think of relationships. Let's see if I can get over this first.

I realise I did that because it's easy; that kind of person won't disagree with you or talk about big things. You know, I've never shown my art or myself in years, even.

I feel like I've turned back lots of good people. I can say that I've had trauma and disappointments and everything, but at some point, I chose not to get over that and let only very shallow people in.

Thank you for worrying. Basically, I've had a huge realisation. It occurred to me that I have too many walls, fronts and defense mechanisms and show a very pale image of myself, and that's why I attract the wrong people. It was a vicious cycle.

I wanted to tell you that I didn't vanish (again.) I've just been trying to figure a few things out because I haven't been feeling emotionally well.

Hello! Thanks for the welcome! Sorry for being naked still.... *_*

Thank you ^ ^

Yay!