XD I definitely don't want to die a virgin. I'm just tight enough that tampons hurt right now. >.> I do think it would be nice to adopt kids, but I definitely want to have my own first.
XDD I'm not scared of the sex (won't happen 'til after I'm married anyway) but the whole being pregnant part. I don't want to get bigger and I don't want to crave meat and I don't want to have morning sickness...and maybe I'm just a little scared of sex, but I'm sure that's something I'll quickly adjust to. XD
It's okay. Learning new things is fun! o3o I don't know if I would want a water birth or not. Right now I'm just kinda scared of making babies in general. XD