I'm doing alright, although the news about your birthday were very disheartening. Still, it's better to know my friends' sorrows and to suffer with them, than not.
well does your bf and you have a shared goal now because of your living conditions?
how much time are you spending with this jessica when a lot of 19 year olds are out working and laboring with nothing to their names
your father got you books just the other day, that is a very nice and lucky thing, i have to get all of my books from the throw-away sales and trek to the library and that happens only once a month or three
you are lucky you have internet, i had to do the no-internet thing and it was aweful, the biggest selling point to my old apartment was the shitty internet that would not work 4-10 hours a day and died often because it was better than nothing
you have dogs, dude you are lucky to be able to have pets even if they are punks, most places especially on min wage(what you can make without school) will not allow animals of any sort barring like fish
your good things sound very goo sweetie, i am sure your fifth thing is too
but i am trying to say there is no reason to feel bad or worry, good things have come from this, really and truly good things, you have got to see what good comes from life too not just the sour parts. there is a difference between enjoying lemonade and sucking lemons, asami needs to find the sugar and mix it in, name five things you are /happy/ with right now, just name them and i mean things that make you smile