[littl3chocobo]

he was confused and an ache had begun to develop in his throat making it hard to breathe, he couldn't do this, to follow his lord's command would to be going against his very nature. he was made specifically to love his lord he served no other purpose, he could no more turn his love on himself as he could turn it onto the rocks around them. he had no understanding of the situation at hand, he could not fathom being able to follow the commands issued, inside himself he could feel something shift in him as if his insides were separating and the first part had come dislodged. he leaned into one of the cold arms around his neck and closed his eyes "my very existence is for your pleasure alone. why are you asking me to turn from you, without you i am nothing, if i do not change i will lose you." his tears grew more abundant and slipped through his closed eyes sliding down the other's arm "i..wish, i was changed into what my lord wanted most. i wish he could love me. i wish i could make him happy. i wi-" his eyes opened and a pained look overtook his face a small tink could be heard from the crystal around his neck. both eyes turned towards the sound. a small crack now split the previously unblemished surface.