[littl3chocobo]

dear you, you know what fuck you, fuck hindsite and fuck this, what kind of person takes a haitus away from /some/ friends? you know i have had some pretty shitty times of it and i know for a fact that i've been through the same damn thing as you and /worse/ so don't play the victim while softly chiding me for being unhappy, i actually thought you were my friend dude, this fucking hurts at least have the decency to /tell/ me you are having trouble don't just leave me behind to what you profile post and rp like nothing is wrong and hope i magically understand that it was not you neglecting me specifically but you neglecting me because you are hurt by someone else and all the while showing no sign of it
hindsite may be 20/30 but negligence is blind and so are you. you want to know why i want to break ties, huh? because if i gave you a chance you'd keep doing it, you did it before i knew you, you did it while i was putting down tenuous roots you did it all the way up until i sent you that note. even /i/ am not that stupid as to believe it


oh, and if you actually /do/ see this(which i highly doubt you will) i want you to know, if you are serious about your offer then get off line go sit down in a quiet room for ten minutes and think about how you really /feel/ about me and see if you still give a damn