[littl3chocobo]

he did not understand he was happy so happy but there was something wrong with him, like he had a puzzle piece to an all black puzzle, he could not see what it was or where it went but the shape of it was familiar and so he looked for a place to put it. he felt his legs grow weak as the breath of the other ghosted along the side of his neck. he panted lightly as the other pulled him closer, hands in his hair tugging slightly. he obligingly leaned forward to give the other better access and was rewarded with a soft mouth. he reflexively pulled the other closer and moaned his pleasure. the other responded by pushing their hips together and grinding slightly. he whined. there it was again, that nagging feeling of something wrong. the other mistook his response and repeated the action. he could feel something different. he could not bear i any longer and pushed the other down into the pool. he followed after landing on his knees, the water came hip high to him now, nearly to the other's shoulders. he put his a hand on the other boy's side and put the other over his stomach he looked him in the eye, worry and confusion on his face. he leaned towards the other 'what am i missing? what is wrong?" the other looked pained. but he was blushing too. he whispered 'do you know it? you must' 'alexander....' the other all but moaned 'your.. hand.. stop' he jerked away lifting his hand from his lord's stomach he looked away ashamed. he had his answer