[littl3chocobo]

sweetie, you are her child, you were scared, you did what any child would do, if she were here would she understand? would she still love you anyway?

you are angry and torn that you said hurtful things to her because you were scared for her but you were still /there/ you were still trying to help, to keep her.

i don't know if this helps at all and really it is not such an uplifting thing to say but think of all the mothers left alone to die, in nursing homes in crowded broken apartments on the street. mothers left alone. you were there for her at least, even as she was leaving you, wore what it's worth i admire that