[littl3chocobo]

he looked up sharply 'no i'm not, i am not learning, nothing at all no matter what i do or how well i've practiced it always comes out the same, i'm broken, it doesn't work without the props!'

he was angry at this new person who presumed as they all did at first that he was unlearned, with his props he was as good as any teacher and better learned than most who taught, it was only when he tried to harness raw magic that things went horribly wrong. he did not understand what was so special about this man who could not even be bothered to read his papers before saying such a stupid thing, e wanted to go hide under a rock and never come out