[littl3chocobo]

sweetie he bends over backwards to me but we have had several discussions and he has very clearly stated that eventually he wants to actually have sex with me, like the real thing barring only if i am not physically able(which might be an issue considering my insides but that would be a doctor's thing to say)

i want everything but that and i try very hard to compromise too but i am reading up on this and some of the partners in the consolation and support forum speak about such heart-wrenching despair over this that i don't see my repulsion working out(especially since i am as it turns out, very much a tease and /like/ the constant contact when i know it is is happening beforehand)