[littl3chocobo]

Shaking his head he could not accept the apology. He grabbed the boys chin. “Zosa, no, we are not buying a house, we are not staying in russia. Tomorrow we are catching a train to Greece, we are going to the little chapel and before your family, the pope and god we are going to be married. “ He blinked taking a sharp breath. “Lets go home and pack.” With that he rose, unfurling his limbs and letting go.


when the hand left him so did his sadness and he found that all that was left was anger, anger and resentment. staying where he was he moved his arm to slam his fist into the dirt, "NO." turning his face up he offered the blackest look he could, "no!, i refuse, you don't want to get emotionally attached and i don't want to lose you for it. i won't marry someone who does not want to marry me, it isn't fair to either of us and i don't want to drive you away! you are not listening felix, i love you, i really and truly do and i don't want to hurt you just to get my way, i don't want to kill you like that fucking bastard joshua just to be able to say you are mine and be able to prove it, i don't ever want to make you do that!.....you are not a trophy, you are a human being who deserves to be happy"