[BakedGewds]

I don't think you miss him as much as you're just lonely.
When people break up, those feelings don't just magically vanish. Odds are they've been gone from one of you, or it was a sudden decision and is going to take time to sink in.

You might THINK you still love him, and miss him.. but what you really miss is the company he provided. Just keep trying to make friends, try to crawl out of your shell a little more. Try to spend some time with your family, and if your mom tries to insult you, politely ask her not to. If she continues well then fuck her because she's sort of a bitch. ^^

Don't be a victim.
Once you're a victim you're always going to be a victim.