[littl3chocobo]

sighing softly he twisted to reach pyce's navel and graced it with the softest of kisses, "there was a boy in white, he was beautiful even in the blacklight, barely drinking age if he was in by honest means...." breathing deeply he offered another kiss, "what was that if not jealousy? i would have fucked him you know.....would it upset you if i did? would you wish it were you?" moving farther he graced the man's soft underbelly with another kiss. "i cannot tell if you are jaded or a liar galvin pyce.... i would kill that boy if he looked at you that way, i would kill anyone who looked at you with such shamed and secret desire." he shivered though it was not cold. "i want to be loved galvin pyce, i want to be filled with heat and fear and want and to see something i cannot have....god i want to be that boy and to take what i want, to push that man to the floor and take him in front of his lover, in front of the whole world just because i wanted to!" he had not realized his voice had risen with the last few words or knew when he had begun to shake. jerkily he pulled from the man and without daring to look rose from the bed. he ignored the soreness in his body from the stranger he didn't really want from a restaurant he had already forgotten the name of. "i am a sick fuck pyce, i would fuck myself to spite you because i can't......because... i don't even know...fuck"