[NikkoGallarado]

Dear Diary,
It has been a while since I had to write something about anything that has happening with in my life where my feelings are places out into the open. Here is I have been able to keep things in check and also to keep my feelings tomy self this long while. But lately the recent events of work, and what happens at work and other feelings with people I happen to speak to are slowly setting me off to where I feel like I can no longer keep quiet so here it is.

DEAR SAID PERSON YOU REALLY PISS ME OFF AND WHEN I SEE YOU OR TALK TO YOU, YOU PISS ME OFF I HATE HOW YOU TALK ABOUT YOU EVEN WHEN NO ONE IS TALKING ABOUT YOU. I LIKE HOW YOU THINK NO ONE KNOWS AND YOU KNOW ALL, I CAN'T FUCKING STAND YOU AND I FEEL LIKE YOU ARE JUST THIS NEEDY PERSON WHO WILL NO GROW UP. WE TALKED IN THE PAST IT FEELS LIKE YOU HAVE LEARNED NOTHING FROM THE PAST CONVERSATIONS WE HAD. NOW I SEE CLEARLY AND YOU MAY WONDER WHY I AM SO HARSH TO YOU.

In reality I have no idea how I am to feel any more, I have been run ragged all my life I as a human being try to not be so selfish but that can't be all humans are and that is something we can't change about something that is to be smart but what can I say, I have tired, and tired I still try this day. . . but I feel sooner or later I will snap the next time I see and go off on you. . .I don't need you to cry again. I hate it when I see people cry. . . .it makes me wanna punch you to stop crying. . . .I will just need to learn how to cope when you are better. But I don't know how long it will last till you break that point also. . . .

Ever hating rage against you. . . .

Nikko

I am the manry-est of men!