[Mizeria]

Hels, not all of them are the best of people but most of them really are.

where do you live? xD
It might be quite the trip to come see me.

My friends hate me for it too. I never answer phone calls, unless its at a weird time, or if I'm expecting news on something. Otherwise I text.
Always text.
but my phone has been acting funny. soo I need a new one..
x.x;

"You're the only one living in your own skin"
Thats so true. But people just don't get why I do it.
the first time one of my friends noticed me looking at exits and such they asked what I was doing. I said
"Its just a thing.. I need to know the exits before I go it. Like where they are and the fastest why out from my seat. I've always been this way..."

they looked at me funny but dropped it.

"does this bother you?"

That question, makes me want to stab people.
most people learn the first time they are around me not to ask that when I freak...

i can't even look at my books without twitching.
when i lived at home they were by author, by series, and if it was a single shot book, by name if there happened to be more then one by the same author

so it went. books in series on one case, By authors last name, then by Series name.

One shot books on another case, by author and then by book name...

but when i moved out.. i lost half my books... half the series of some series etc.
and I had a LOT of books.... I don't even know all the ones that are missing.

when my dad and I talk about it were normally out and about and he uses "safety net" instead announcing to the world that I have extra cash. its just how he is.

just having someone to listen... without being judged, or without me causing their emotions to get wrecked is nice