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I have an unhealthy relationship with sleep.

I know I need to get enough sleep in order to function properly. I know that if I don't get enough, I'm irritable and lose mental clarity.

I also know that I don't have a choice on what time I get up in the morning. I have to drive my son to school; there's no getting around that. And on the weekends, my cats know exactly how to wake me up to get me to feed them.

And I also know that I have a lot of responsibilities that I need to keep up with. I've got to be a parent, a husband, and an employee, and I also need to take care of myself.

I'm loaded up to the point where disruptions cause a real problem. It's fine as long as things go smoothly, but if I have a bad ADHD day, or if something breaks, or if there's extra stuff that comes up that I need to take care of, I run out of time in the day. And the first thing that gets sacrificed to balance it out is self-care.

But if I stay up late to get stuff done, that contributes to my fatigue. That means I'm more likely to struggle to get things done, which puts me farther behind, which makes me feel like I need to put even more time into catching up on things... which makes me stay up late, which makes me more fatigued...
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Old Posted 09-20-2022, 10:15 AM Reply With Quote  
Default   #2242   Jester Jester is offline
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~So the same guy who killed my dinos came back for round II. It's like PVE means nothing to people. Killed III and ran off like a dam coward.

I also hate the place I'm at. It rained here today and normally I'd be happy because I like watching the rain but it just reminded me of the plants my roommate killed. Actually uprooted my plants because he felt like it. He also stole my pots and my seeds. Guy owes me over $1K and he acts like he doesn't owe me a cent. Oh and police here are basically cardboard cutouts. I saw some cooking vid and they just made me even more miserable. I miss cooking. I miss experimenting with a lot of things. I can't do that anymore because roommate stole my cooking stuff. It's just so painful seeing everyone else being able to do this and that and I'm basically living in jail. It's like daily I'm loosing more and more hope. I mean I still don't have a job, maybe temp next month but if not. Sometimes it just feels like the streets would be better.~
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Old Posted 09-21-2022, 12:46 AM Reply With Quote  
Stabbsworth Stabbsworth is offline
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i got back into rick and morty, and a guy that's still stalking me liked one of my posts on tumblr about neuroscience.

i wrote some fucking funny rhymes about it but in them i literally admit to still watching rick and morty. you cannot be cringier than me. not allowed.
percival is busy being queer as hell. he was also here.
somewhat busy working for trisphee.

a reckoning will not be postponed indefinitely.
Old Posted 09-21-2022, 03:49 PM Reply With Quote  
Default   #2244   Dalhanahue Dalhanahue is offline
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My brain is done for today. So very tired of having to apologize for other people and make excuses and clean up other peoples messes, meanwhile others seem to have no interest in picking up slack when it's needed. Very discouraging and frustrating.

I have so much to do between now and Friday but all I really want to do is hide in a cave and take a nap.
Old Posted 09-21-2022, 05:17 PM Reply With Quote  
Stabbsworth Stabbsworth is offline
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had a fly on my lip while i was drinking soda, i'm currently hungry, and i'm too scared to go get something to eat in case that fly comes back. it's disgusting that i have to live with this shit tbh.

eugh.

god damn. i ended up pouring the rest of my drink down the sink and i hate it bc it's essentially wasted thanks to one fuckin fly.
percival is busy being queer as hell. he was also here.
somewhat busy working for trisphee.

a reckoning will not be postponed indefinitely.
Old Posted 09-21-2022, 09:23 PM Reply With Quote  
Default   #2246   Stabbsworth Stabbsworth is offline
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for the love of fuckin god, why the hell are you apologizing to me. go apologize (or try to) apologize to the guy that you effectively retraumatized with your behaviour and actions, dammit.

...is nice to be acknowledged, though. not sure if i want to permanently make sure the zone isn't good for bridges. ugh.
percival is busy being queer as hell. he was also here.
somewhat busy working for trisphee.

a reckoning will not be postponed indefinitely.
Old Posted 09-24-2022, 04:50 PM Reply With Quote  
Kaderin Triste Kaderin Triste is offline
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Staff meeting with the boss this morning is resulting in massive anxiety even though the absolute worst case scenario is a minimum of 8 months away. xP
Anxiety is also not helped by the fact that my rent, which in Nov will have gone up by over $250 in approx 14 months will probably be raised by another nearly $150 in the next year or so. Ugh.
Old Posted 09-28-2022, 02:07 PM Reply With Quote  
Default   #2248   Jester Jester is offline
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~Even if it was my brother's birthday yesterday this week has been hell. First everything goes wrong and I wind up loosing something important to me through no fault of my own. Then I made the mistake of actually meeting with my brother. It wasn't him so much as it was my family. Well my cousin was good at least. Then my controller breaks. I get ready to do something been getting ready all day and it breaks. That's a source of possible income down the drain. It's not like I'm going to get anything stable. Next year it's just going to be the same thing. ~
Old Posted 09-28-2022, 04:14 PM Reply With Quote  
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