[KittyBeary]

Yeah, so after I feel like raging and all that the next day I kinda feel bad/embarrassed like I'm the only one who gets angry and rages and everyone thinks I'm weird AF. And then I feel like hiding from everyone. x____x But I know anger is a normal emotion that everyone feels. Even if a lot of people are good at hiding their anger. :/

[bluebird]

hoo boi
shit's about to go dooooooooooooooooooooooownnnnnnnnnnn

[Den]

Tomorrow is Mother's Day. If anyone tries to tell me I should be grateful for the woman being in my life, I will either unfriend them or tell them to fuck off. She plays favorites, and physically and emotionally abused me as a child. She let me down when I needed someone in my corner to advocate for me. all she cared about was her public and professional image, and fuck the fact that her crotch goblin was being a fucking abusive asshole. She damaged my personal property and never apologized for it, only blamed me for what happened. She didn't even come to my Job Corps graduation, when I was graduating on Honor Four, the highest level of achievement in that program. That is the equivalent of making the Dean's List at a four-year college or university.

I will never understand why she chose to play favorites, after she and dad chose to adopt me.

[bluebird]

when u see an elder female eatin alone in a restaurant
my hart
my soul
feelsbadman

[Kilala Mikal]

TW- death and post mortem ick

my mother died December 29th (and was in a small bathroom with a small space heater running) and wasnt found until roughly 36 hours later. She was already starting to decay when her body was finally removed.

She passed unexpectedly, and it still hurts. She wasn't the best mom... She was dramatic, and ran away a lot... but she was mine... And I miss her.

Yesterday was my first mother's day without any of my mother figures alive for me to call and it hurt.

[dirkydoodle]

i feel bad and am tired of actin like i'm not broken. found out going to the gym is a nice way to escape...may go there just for that and officially become an isolated sonofabitch

nobody i associate with seems too worried anyways *shrug*

[bluebird]

LORD GIVE ME STRENGTH TO CURB MY FAT A$$

SOMEONE PLAY THE HOOK FOR KENDRICK LAMARS HUMBLE FOR ME EVERYTIME I TRY TO OPEN THE FRIDGE

[dirkydoodle]

realized I can't not be with you
or be just your friend
I love you to death but I just can't
I just can't pretend
we were lovers first
confidants but never friends
were we ever friends?

[bluebird]

IM GONNA BE SO SAD IF I"VE BEEN DOING SITUPS WRONG THIS WHOLE TIME
AFTER A MONTH IN, WHEN IM ABLE TO VISUALLY SEE MY PROGRESS
WHAT IF I GET JIGSAW PUZZLE ABS

[KittyBeary]

Why do I keep wanting to run away from things? Mainly negative things, but I seem to never learn to face problems and instead I tend to hide in my own fantasy world where problems are non-existent. :(

[bluebird]

secret, secret, i got a secret~

[Kaderin Triste]

People keep calling me skinny, but when I look in the mirror, all I see is fat, fat, fat. Plus, by most standards, I am still not technically "skinny", I'm just no longer overweight.
But I am also pretty happy with how I look, other than needing to tone a few flabby spots...

[KittyBeary]

It seems no matter what I do, these feelings keep coming back. Whether it takes a year, a month, or however long, they still come back. I shouldn't be feeling this way at all. But if I'm honest with myself, I don't think my current relationship is really going anywhere. But we could just be going through a rough patch, and perhaps things will get better. But if these old feelings for someone I still seem to have keep reminding me that they're there, I'm gonna be driven up the wall.

For now, I'm not going to act on anything until I can see a clear path. I've been through this before, but it seems I never learn. And sometimes I feel I'll never know the true meaning of love. But whatever.

[Tiva]

Yes my antidepressants make me lose weight, no that is not the only reason I am on them and when I bitch about having nothing in my closet fit you shouldn't go 'most people would love that!' I am not most people, I am mad that I had to get rid of the clothes I have worn for the past… 3 years and start over. I am mad that I have gone down from a 36DD to a 32DDD and none of my bras fit! Those things are fucking expensive!!!!! Yes I am happy about losing weight and gaining energy, but damn getting new clothes costs money, and even shopping at thrift stores I am still SOL.

[Espy]

I miss Dark.

[KittyBeary]

I normally try not to dwell in the past, but I honestly miss Myspace from time to time and Facebook will never be like it. But alas, I am stuck with using stupid Facebook to keep in touch with long distance friends and whatnot. I might actually take a break from it, or at least try to. :x Just wish Myspace didn't go downhill. In my opinion Myspace made social networking fun. Facebook...... doesn't quite do that for me. D: Idk it doesn't have that same feel for me. :(