[Merskelly Metalien]

>~>; I am not going to get sick! Mm!! Mm-mm! Not gonna do it. -~-; *has been runny nose and sneezing on and off + throat still warm and scratchy-ish*
I refuse!! >~<;

[bluebird]

i don't get ittttttttttttttttttttttt

[Stabbsworth]

not to be both feral and touchstarved on main but i really want kisses. and hugs.

[Stabbsworth]

double posting on main because topic change.

spoilered because of heavy talk and animal death. read at your own discretion, i'd suggest taking a breather if you find yourself sad or triggered by this. i think that's about everything.

smokey's eye seems a bit scabbed and we're not sure what's causing that, but it doesn't seem to be effecting him very much, he's still as affectionate as ever and doesn't seem to mind it being touched? so he's. probably fine, but i'm worried.

i'm also constantly grieving for the cats because they're allowed to go outside without supervision and without being on a leash or something similar because i don't know if they'll end up run over or taken in by someone else and killed or poisoned.

i don't know if today will be the last time i'll get to see any of them whatsoever.

shit is pretty fucked.

[Merskelly Metalien]

Didn't get a good sleep due to indigestion. >~>; and I woke up a bit dazed and sore.
I don't think I'm going to be able to have any fun today, despite me feeling a little better.
>n> I'll be too busy going back and forth between work, and rest. Both homework and housework. Won't even get to touch personal project works. <n< and that's what saddens me the most...
Well...better hop to it..I guess. >n> There's always tomorrow.. *big ol' frowny face*

[Espy]

that cyclic pain

[bluebird]

house is so empty

[Kory]

So much stress lately...
It feels like things are going south...

But I think I'll be okay.
I hope, so anyway.
;-;

[Death by Mirrors]

Apparently spending time within bright yellow walls makes me depressed.

[Merskelly Metalien]

I have to do my homework despite planning not to attend class tomorrow morning. =~=; Which I feel is the most pointless effort in the world, and a sheer waste of my energy which I should be using sparingly and gingerly.

>-> But, since I am not planning to attend tomorrow, I have extra time to focus on assignments and work...well, provided I'm not still hounded by this illness whatever it is...I've got a feeling it's a cold. <-<; But if I'm not careful, it could turn into something much worse.

And as much as I would like to spread the germ in my own petty, emotionally originated spite and contempt, I'd like to keep my integrity of consideration for others intact more. >n> People might irritate me, depress me, and make me feel quite alone...but I know they have much more important lives they are likely living, than that of my own. To get sick, would be a cruel misfortune for them, and a minor inconvenience for me.
I wish more people were allowed to stay home and take care of the- *ASNEEZE!* >~<; themselves until their illness is gone completely, just to be considerate of the people around them that can get sick from them if they returned to work or sc- *ASNEEZE!!* =~<; school, still sick from whatever they contracted. *sniff* guh...and now the sunlight is in my eyes...great..
..actually, I suppose it'd be an opportune time to take a picture of the goldshine in my irises. >.>; Or not. My eyes aren't even gold..

[KittyBeary]

*insert annual "Had great coffee but wish the moment could last longer" complaint here* XD

[Coda]

Originally Posted by Death by Mirrors

Apparently spending time within bright yellow walls makes me depressed.

Kinda makes sense? That's a lot of stimulation. I'm not surprised that it could be draining.

[Kory]

Originally Posted by Death by Mirrors

Apparently spending time within bright yellow walls makes me depressed.

I always wanted a bright yellow kitchen!

I don't know why? I guess when I watched TV, all the "happy" families had bright yellow kitchens

[Merskelly Metalien]

Yellow reminds me of cheese...
...and of creepy old bible pages. >->

Well, it appears I'm forced to be taken to my campus against my will. -u-
...*long, deep throated sigh* T~T
In a state of displeasure and petty defiance, I shall find a safe place on campus to avoid the student populous, and get done some more work...Preferably a place with easy access to a trash bin, restroom, wall outlet and microwave..

[bluebird]

ugggggggh too much sugar
this is how i cope. i snack. strangely. i used to...nvm. too depressing to type.

[Death by Mirrors]

Yep, the irony obviously being that people 'round here recommend yellow as a happy color and use it in overabundance everywhere they want to cheer others up. I am not feeling the happy. At all.

Then again forced happiness has never worked for me anyway, because... duh, forced.