[Stabbsworth]

realizing that my relationship with my older brother (YTer) may not be the healthiest, but got knows he isn't willing to put in the effort because he thinks he's always right.

i'm too scared to talk w/ him about what i'm into bc he tends to insult things. even if it's in a joking manner, it still hurts.

plus i was trying to tell him abt essential oils and essentially not to consume them. i get told something negative. i can't remember what because my memory is. not good.

then he wonders why i'm so fucking quiet. well, maybe if you didn't tear me down, i'd have more to fucking say, you wrinkled chickenmeister.