[KittyBeary]

Mer, I can relate, it's the worst feeling, and my mood has been horrible all day. I just..... wish I wasn't so mentally down, but dumb hormones have to make everything difficult.

Why is it like this?? Why does it have to be this way?? :[ I want to lash out, cry, or hide in a corner all night, or just, stop existing for a while.

I don't know anymore..... could be that I'm sick of all of this lasting for almost a year now, and all hope of ever returning to normal is almost non-existent. I don't know. I feel awful. Ugh.