[Wicked]

Aww Dark! I'm a professional worrier but not to that extent.
That's got to be rough always thinking people may have gone and died on you.

That's definitely sounding like social phobia(s) Ginger.
I have anxieties about having to speak to more than two or three people.
Like at work if there's a bunch of people roughing around in the pool
and I have to go ask them to knock it off and they all stare at me.
I wish the floor would swallow me up. It's not a confrontation thing
because one on one I'll butt heads with anyone.
It's more than a few people. That sets me on edge.

Forget about public speaking.

*shudder*

It's like you said about the watching and judging.