[Stabbsworth]

tw for suicidal stuff? i've been like this for some time.

wasn't expecting to live this long. 17, going on eighteen next year.

not sure if i'll be able to find a decent job. tired and annoyed about it because i don't want to work in retail because people are assholes. can't do heavy physical work because, y'know, my hands and back aren't the greatest things, what with carpal tunnel and all.

god.

also i slept in until near 4 pm.