[Stabbsworth]

not able to get my very sexy antidepressants because the doctor has decided to take me off them. this is presumably thanks to me last ordering them in april bc i figured out that i can go approx. a day with the meds and a day without, thus being able to effectively double my supply.

the issue with that is that anything over approx. 2 days without meds ends up with me being extremely moody and essentially back to pre-medicated self. which i hate immensely because it makes me incredibly rude, and i don't like being rude to people because that hurts them and then i get depressed over that in some fucking shitty rube goldberg bullshit.

and i end up taking things way too personally. terrible.

also apparently the starting dosage for sertraline is about 25mg, not 50mg.