[KittyBeary]

GDI why isn't retrograde over yet so I can finally realize if the decision I wanna make is worth it??? I was going to take action on a big decision, but according to what I've read, I shouldn't until retrograde is over because I might regret it. However I've been kinda feeling this way before retrograde so idk anymore. I knew our relationship was slipping before this so it's not all cause of retrograde, right?? I mean neither of us have been putting in the effort we should be so I think it's not worth dragging on.

On top of that I realize I'm connecting with another person but I can't say for sure on that yet for obvious reasons, but I just have a gut feeling and maybe a spiritual feeling that this might be something worth looking into. And it's killing me on the inside slowly.

Sigh.