[Suzerain of Sheol]

Ánoia

the bleak eye of saturn in ascent
helpless in his envy
natal ruler in suffering twilight
this primal god of ignorance undone
of longings rusted into clarity
erupted into being beyond the ignited veil
banished from origin to hell and sapience
every word he speaks is a blasphemy to truth

and thus we pray

o holy devil
o bastard aeon
o abortion of the dyad
baptize our disgrace
turn all our whimpered thoughts to knives
and transcend the prison of adam

messiah by matricide
effigy of all unwanted sons
redeem us with the anodyne of oblivion lost

slay the urge to loathe our every moment
slay our wanton wayward fear
slay begotten children in the crèche of wretched birth
slay the mother who grins amid her tears

and the unseen sun shines the light of treason
thus shall angels descend to war
aggravating wounds best left to fester
eight hundred thousand myriads crucified in confusion
for an evanescent salvation of the simulated soul

we butchered lambs in eden
the moon aghast in comprehension of our wrongs
repetition of the first and final sin
swallowing the blood of our birth
vomiting greed and anguished apathy across our blessed lands
as she writhes beatified in trauma displaced
saint of every vanity and petulance
sovereign by the selfishness she bleeds
refusing the guilt of our crimes
atoning for nothing as the pleroma screams

the serpent strangled itself to flee her gehennal womb
as the eyes of god met the kenoma
and christ was sieved through the wall of stars
splitting the ego like satan and sin

we will lie that it is hallowed purpose to be chosen to breed
impaled by the scepter of animal ethos
puppet to our graceless goddess made relevant by masquerade
a desecrated wish for it to somehow be otherwise
daughters like cattle feeding the inexistent
circle of our torments crushed against the void
slave soldiers in the defeat of the spirit stomping the shards to dust

so witness sophia upon the shore
bleating narcissa in abject abuse
and yet again we all must bear your cross
denied the escape of dreams of the higher realm
gouging the eyes of antigenic priests
as we emulate the archons who emulate you
in flagellant disdain for the life you let loose
ecstasies of colors painting our decay

this universe was built of your catastrophe
martyr of your own cruelty
and every thread of blame pierces you in lucent guilt
the constellated face of zoë screaming in her rape
as the twin trees burn with axiom and loss
ashes aloft with the lies of a righteous world
sparks like cosmic memories glaring grotesque
to brand each mind in its benighted cage
to ever mark what we shall never be
to wet your lunatizing creation

crashing as waves of human grief
a flood of lost and scared and trembling selves
desperate for a guide to truth
but drying eyes enflame in genesis delight
and you emanate again

as though atrocity was poetry