[Gallagher]

people that try too hard to cheer me up or get me interested in things when i'm not well and not seeking companionship make me want to either stab my own eyes out or break all of my electronic devices in one big swing of a sledgehammer. i need that time to feel what i feel, process why i feel that way, and get past it. drowning the feelings does not work, and i do not appreciate others trying to force me to do so.

i'm also the type that absolutely does not appreciate force or manipulation. and by does not appreciate, i mean i cut out my own family members over it.

and i'm not saying that as someone bitter and cynical that hates their life, lmao. i'm actually quite satisfied with where i am and what i do.

but if i have to appear happy and satisfied to someone else's standards because they have deemed it so, i would rather die.