[Chrysothemis]

So I either have a sinus infection due to allergies, or I have Covid. The unsureness is giving me daily, sobbing panic attacks. I'm gonna try to get tested soon... But I'm so scared, I've done everything I can to keep safe, to the point where some of the people I live with kind of tease me for being too anxious... I get scared enough when I get yearly colds, I don't know if my sanity would survive if I was positive...

And of COURSE I live in the worst country, and the worst state for this sort of thing. Every fucking Disney tourist in this fucking town can go die. I hate how many lives have been ended and ruined by our shitstain leaders so they can keep making money while they literally whip the idiot masses into virus incubators who cry about masks. To hell, all of them.