[Merskelly Metalien]

Speaking of chemicals, my own chemicals just randomnly decide to make me feel things during, before or after my period. I shrug them off, but sometimes they kinda get to me. ^~^; Like wanting to visciously destroy a fax machine, or cry into a pair of fluffy arms.

>x{ Damn chemicals mucking things up and making me feel like a total nutcase!
>8( Also for getting me hot n' bothered as well as super depressed!
Sorry, this doesn't seem to relate to Espy's situation... >~>;

<xc Actual shout tho:
I don't know what to do with myself. ;_; I'm scared to try getting a job because I feel like no one would ever hire me, and it'll make me even more depressed feeling like I have no value to anyone, while at the same time,
if I do get hired, it means I'll be stuck in that job until I could find another one I'm also unhappy in. ;U; </3 *covers face with jacket* All I wanna do for money is travel and write..but I can't get that job because I have no credibility...aaaaaaaaaaaa