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i've been hardly maintaining my friendships for the past few years. nothing against them,it's just that i don't really relate with them. one person that i would consider my twin flame, she goes to another school so it's been hard to keep in touch. the point being, i think i've become too comfortable being alone. i fear that i will become a boring husk of my former self if this continues. when summer ends, i'll have to swallow my social anxiety and become more forthcoming. it sounds scary. but it might be fine since i've somehow attracted friends whilst living like a hermit crab all this time