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Asami
Rainbow Goddess
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the lonely girl~
Her smile falters,
Her gaze goes down,
Staring at
The cold hard ground.
Raindrops fall
Though there is no storm.
Their source coming
From sad brown orbs.
Her heart beats loudly,
Though no one hears,
Her silent cries for love
Reaching deaf ears.
No one to see her
Sad little smile.
Nobody cares
Because she is so vile.
A path before her
Set in stone,
Meant for her
To always be alone.
Tears fall from her eyes,
And roll down her cheeks.
Time flashes by
from days to weeks.
Sitting in a room
all by herself,
looking at memories
set upon a shelf.
Standing up slowly,
A noose around her neck.
She doesn't care,
Her life is a wreck.
Blood flows down her arms,
And drips from her finger.
A stench of self hate
Just seems to linger.
She takes a deep breath,
And steps on the stool.
Her fate was set,
It almost seemed cruel.
Taking one last look around
At the things she hates.
The clock ticking down;
It just couldn't wait.
She tightened the rope
That once hung so limp,
Was this the way to go?
Was she just a wimp?
She shook her head slowly
Clearing those doubts,
All she wanted to do
Was just scream and shout.
She hates her life,
And wants to die.
All she could do now
Is take breaths and sigh.
She felt as though now
Was the perfect time,
She felt like a crook,
Her life was the crime.
She takes one more breath
And takes one last step.
She ended up loosing
The fight with death.
unnamed
here i walk, all alone
my eyes beseech the world unknown.
trying hard to see the light
trying hard with all my might.
What lies ahead may not be clear
but what i know is what is here.
A world unfriendly, full of drought
lays upon us, its what we brought.
disaster and mourning, its what we know best.
this chaos and hatred that we caressed.
its only human that is what we say
to justify our corrupted ways.
so here i am, wanting to know.
why this world will not go.
the evil itself has manifest
like we are its nasty little nest.
a life of hope is never near
the only way out is very clear
so why cant we see it, if its right there
its probably because life's not fair.
so here i walk, all alone
my eyes beseech a world that's known.
Misery of the forgotten soul
I really miss you terribly, my love, my friend, my might.
For some reason you just wanted to see the light
my heart is heavy and my eyes, they weep
but mainly for you friend, for you were so sweet
I want you in my life again, why did you have to leave.
I did not even get to say goodbye, I just wanted to believe.
I wait by the phone every day, just waiting for you to call,
even though I know it will never ring from you ever, at all.
Why did this have to happen, why couldn't you just ask.
Its not like it was some sort of very hard task.
I wish for you in my life again, for you were like no other.
Some times you were even closer to me than any of my brothers.
Now every night I sit at home, crying oh so hard.
I need some sort of form of hope, even just a tiny shard.
My love for you, my friend was like everlasting infinity
just exactly like the holy trinity
so I will end this poem with this one last sentence of sorrow
I loved you so very much and you just wanted my love to borrow.
my last breath
shrouded in a mist of uncertainty,
all alone.
i do not know what to do.
i walk around,
nowhere to go,
no destination.
nothing i do makes a difference.
so why bother doing anything.
i feel a horrible pain in my chest.
my rib cage cracks.
crushing my lungs.
making it hard for me to breath.
gasping for air,
i think about my life,
everything I've done,
everyone i knew.
with my final breath of life,
a single tear falls from my eye,
as my body goes limp to fall with it.
unnamed
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Last edited by Asami; 08-05-2012 at 02:54 PM.
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Posted 01-07-2012, 05:03 AM
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