[MyPerfectPigeon]

I've had PTSD since the age of twelve. I finally told my parents about what had happened to me plus all the bullying I endured in school and they told me I was a liar. a liar. I have a clinical diagnosis and take shit tons of medications, but no no I'm just a liar. Even the physical symptoms that I still live through to this day and they bring up how I'm lying constantly. I've tried to kill myself several times because I just can't get a break.
My dad has been an alcoholic for years and among other things, but he won't cut me a break for not knowing my way around a school I've never been to in my life. He calls me an idiot and screams at me for everything and makes me feel worthless.
I don't even know what to do most of the time. Honestly the only escape I've had lately is my religion because no one knows what they're doing to me or they just don't care.