[Stabbsworth]

first off, a friend's cat is dead. not exactly a big surprise, given that either his kidneys or his liver was failing, but they're going to be grieving for some time and i feel bad about it.

second, someone that i utterly fucking hate is in a discord i'm in and not leaving. the deal was that i'd apologize to him for having a conspiracy theory that he was running a particularly infamous zine (the creator, of which, outright admitted to liking rape porn in the fandom). the deal was also that he'd fuck off afterwards. he hasn't fucked off yet, and now i'm paranoid that any purrsonal information i grumble about will be used against me, because this dude has threatened suicide / suicidal intentions to the friend i have in the above vent for... (checks notes) not being allowed access to the rest of their server.

frankly, i regret agreeing to apologize to that fucking cuck.

edit: he's also friendly with the person that allows minors to view nsfw in HER SERVER. who called my version of a character a manchild. at least she gendered him correctly, i guess.