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Woke up sad.
Went to work with my mask.
Both literal mask and mask I keep as a outer façade to convince people I'm constantly okay.
3 hours before I get off of work, I am exhausted of people.
Being around them.
Talking to customers. Directing them.
Talking to my co-workers. Asking them for help.
Walking around people. Answering their questions.
Making eye contact.
Saying, "excuse me, sorry." 50 times.
I can only suppress my social anxiety for so long.
:(
I needed to text a friend.
Not the best idea.
But I needed to hear back something that wasn't one or two words.
<_> Feels like everyone is too busy for me.
Feels like nobody cares.
Feels like everyone secretly hates me.
:'( Listening to my sad playlist now to validate my feelings.
/=_=\; I wanna write, but I have homework to do for tonight...
Feel like crying but I don't wanna worry anybody...Feel more emptiness than anything actually...I don't think I
can cry. <-<
.....anyways. TIME TO MAKE JOKES AS I DO! 8) <3
^^^Click to go to my pond hangout^^^ ^^^ Click to go to my frickin' art shop ^^^