[Stabbsworth]

that jobseeking site had some issues a while back, they're resolved, but god. my older brother gets really fucking pissy if something dares to not go his fucking way. or if i can't play tech support well enough.

my mother's a brilliant parent for not kicking him out and essentially subjecting me to years upon years of mental + emotional abuse from him. yeah, clearly that's good parenting and bound to teach me what the real world is like.

it's almost like retail.

suicide cw.

i've also been thinking about killing myself because there's no fucking way i'm going to be able to get out of this household in this fucking economy.

also i stepped on a slug a few days ago and moved my set-up to be upstairs (it's a laptop on a sort of. platform thing that is supposed to connect with a usb to provide extra cooling, but i don't have a usb-on-usb lead, it works well enough and provides extra airflow).