[Merskelly Metalien]

<:c I've gotten used to feeling that way more often...I think I might have acid reflux actually, but I dunno. <n<;
Not a nice feeling.

;n; Sometimes, I'm scared to eat.
And sometimes I throw up, and feel really gross. ;-; I think I should start keeping a food diary, so I can pinpoint things to avoid eating...I'm just worried I will be having to avoid a lot of things in the future. ;n; </3 Even things I like..which is a big sad face for me. I'm already picky enough as it is..