[EverAshwood]

I haven't gotten more than 3 hours of sleep every night (without skipping class to nap) for what feels like 2 months now. All because of my lumpy, painful mattress. Fucker has broken springs (one flew out at me when I changed the sheets last week), stuffed with pillows underneath to lift the gaps for some hope of some semblance of sleep. Oddly I can sleep on le bf's side, but I can only do that when he's gone. He refuses to try even a night on my side, even if it means I'm a consistently exhausted, constantly crying, on-the-edge-of-a-full-on-meltdown fucking mess from lack of sleep. Since he has the physical job. Well, enjoy the next few weeks of like fucking 90 dollar paychecks from me since I can't work this exhausted and keep getting fucking sent home