[Merskelly Metalien]

Honestly, you're not alone in that Ava.
<:'}
I always feel like I'm such a bad friend, even though I've been told it's not true.
<:c But since I've been told I'm a bad friend for like, 7 years, consistently, by the person I pretty much decided was more important than anything else...it's tough to believe otherwise.

But you're not a bad friend. <:} It's tough to be there for someone when you are still struggling with other things..
<:c Feels like you're letting someone down, but it isn't so.

I'm doing ok. <:] Got some writing I'm doing. Trying to write consistently all week long, and so far, ^_^ I've written 12 chapters for my fantasy story. I will need to fix them, but I'm at least getting them done I think. <:T
Other than that, I'm mostly dreading the fall semester being online, and moping about my current still jobless situation. TT-TT And feeling rather alone..