[Awen Moonshine]

Thanks guys <3 I guess I push through it as it was my nan that brought me up and my mum just disappeared completely when I was about 8 and I don't want to put my daughter through what I did. ^_^;;

The depression makes everything an uphill struggle but my work gives me something else to focus on and gives me more of a sense of self worth and gives me a small bit of income to be able to buy the small monster the things that she needs or to treat her ^_^;;

I guess in the end I'm trying to be the mum I always wanted (as much as possible)
but never got to have...