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Default   #32   Prince Fawn Prince Fawn is offline
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i am very jealous often times and i constantly worry that i will end up alone and lonely because i am never good enough nor am i a very likeable person. im afraid that all my friends simply tolerate me and that if i dont make an extra effort to be with them they will abandon me. i fear that my family is just burdened to put up with me and even if they say they care about me its just because they have to. i am not the way people see me and im scared that if theyd learn who and how i really am they will toss me aside. i can joke about things that bother me or that are very important to me and i do because im afraid to be resigned for them. sometimes i think about who i am as a person and wonder if i really am me or maybe i just imagine all my problems in order to make me feel special in some way.
ugh.
Old Posted 06-05-2015, 06:09 PM Reply With Quote